Gabe’s tale~

Its wierd to hav a title which makes no sense to ppl whom blog hop.
recently i was told dat im *piggy as i sleep alot Zzz…sleeping alot leads to piggy-ness
im not having enuf sleep for the pass week,labs and all the activities in skul..not dat i care but i was there to help my frenz out. Its some big sacrifice i muz say.
Its not a totally bad thing afterall helping. I knew some new frenz and they r really cool..lets put it as farnee.
i think crushes do come from time to time..and yea i sorta hav a crush but i’ve nvr admitted anything on this issue. I’ve kept everything to myself. Once again my wonderful housemates seems to made up even more stories to joke with and i ended up with something new. They wrote songs of me…cool aye i personally call it the song of defame. Its sad to hear it ..but im alredy numb.
im not doing anything and its pretty late ..i shud b rolling into my home sweet bed and sleep but something keeps bothering me..i dunno wut but i got this feeling dat im worried something is going to happen dats y im up here looking into the 14 inch lcd screen updating my blog.
Hmm i guess im going to live and try to turn my time back by a week and live normally xcept a week of memories missing.
A fren told me there is only a fair thing on earth which is everyone is given 24 hours. Nth else in this world is fair, and yes i totally agree with it. think abt it.
mayb i was too lonely b4 this …dats y i do think alil too much these days ..haha laugh pls i find it a lil farnee too.
i juz notice i cant really eat well when im really concern on things happening around or when im xcited. its like i got butterflies in my tummy and it makes me full. lolz having imaginary butterflies for a meal.
oh well my eye lids are like super heavy load…i cant seem to keep them open for a sec more
im gonna go off and sleep ..*pig-ing

I’ve got a rather gd news yesterday, that me and the band are invited to perform again for chem eng society called CHESS. Its exact date will b on the 15th Nov. I’ve consider it as a rather gd news as it will b a gd exposure for the band and ofcuz abit of fame but on the other hand i’m having problems catching up with studies and by then there shud b lab reports lining up for me to complete.

I went to One U today and had a gr8 time window shopping as i really had on idea wut to buy.
There will b an hour class tomoro which im not going to attend,instead i’ll b at home as usual.
The longer time i spend at home the emo im getting. I’ve had these dreams lately which are similar i wonder its indicating something or its juz a pure dream.

I’ve this habit keeping msgs on my phone which i once in a while go thru them. Its really happy to read those sweet msgs u got b4 and reminds u of those wonderful times u use to hav. I’ve juz browse thru my pics when i was in NZ. i really miss those times, i’ve nvr regreted studying there.
I remember those days when i was young i’ve only got frenz which stays one street away. slowly when im older abt sec skul i get frenz staying at neighbouring area which is abt 5 mins drive away. when i was in college which i experienced the longest distance with frenz and family which is 9 hours flight. Now in uni i got frenz from all over …diff states and diff countries. I guess the xposure ppl get as we grew older. Frenz are alwiz important to me. I do wondered, if i dun hav frenz i’ll die of loneliness.

I dunno whether any of u hav frenz which likes to joke around with u abt who u like and stuffs like dat although u might not like the person but they juz tease u. I bet most of u do. Its alwiz fun to joke around although sumtimes when it comes to u haha its kinda embarrasing. Joking is one thing but some ppl are juz pure idiots which creates rumours and screw up ur life, unless u dun giv a damn abt it. which i dun really giv a damn but do mind a lil when u actually think of it. come to think of it …i’ve victimize b4 dunno whether its still on but i think once ur defame u can nvr get back cuz ppl juz noe u as wuteva u’ve been defame. its irritating to hear from ppl wut ppl gossip abt u..especially *accidentally heard*

Jay chou’s songs were played non stop on my lappy..i seem to get really interested in his tune. they are really catchy.

-i started missing u ady-
best regards
-gabe-

me,drummer,rhythm guitarist, lead guitarist and vocalist
*edited and done by lead guitarist-mind dat he is the model in the previous post
we all look yellowish (retro) ..and i dunno where he stole the ice cream pic from.

For the pass few days i havent been eating well as my parents were’nt in. They went for a small gathering in goh tong jaya. I dunno where is dat but i noe who owns dat awfully name place. Heard dat it was juz alrite, heard dat most of the ppl went are really stingy and hypocrts.
I read xia xue’s blog recently as i was too bored, facing my 14" lcd for more than 6 hours a day. Yes, i totally agree she is kinda like a spoil brat but i do agree with wut she posted on her blog and how she release her anger on those neighbour countries for causing the haze, mayb one day she can actually write something about malaysian NEP (new economic policy some say its called the never ending policy) juz incase u dunno wuts dat. Thats a lame plan which gov set to help out *rich malays to bcome richer. initially its suppose to b a wealth distribution plan to balance up. Its clear dat its a long term plan to actually scrap every pence of chinese and mayb indians.
i had my dinner last nite at 3 am..i’ve no nutrients *anyone who’ve seen nacho libre shud b able to catch that.
I guess when u hav lotsa free time, u start to become some sorta philosopher thinking alot. Mayb even things might not b wut u think off but u juz seem to assume. Which is now happening to me at the moment. I can’t seem to get anyone on the phone to talk to. My housemate recently had this skin allergy which looks like mosquito bites xcept its all over like mosquitos from the whole world gave him a kiss each. But he doesnt seem to b suffering alot, not dat i noe cuz i still see him online and also having his own sweet time playing online game.
This is actually my blog post 101.
i’ve actually written 101 post. Can’t imagine those time i’ve wasted on bloggin. 1st started bloggin long long time ago when noobdy actually blog. Was 1st thinkin whether to blog or to write my diary as a hobby but in the end ended up bloggin cuz its so convenient and u can do it while ur online. At times i do regret bloggin cuz i prefer having my own space and its a lil wierd like having ur real live story posted where anyone can juz hop to it and read it and mayb laugh at u..At the same time i’ve been reading other ppls blog. One of them is ofcuz the hilarious kenny sia which blog his was to quite a gd side income. Not to mention he can get sponsors too and the xposure.
can u believe dreaming can actually make tons of money too. i’ve work in an advertising company b4 and they hav this dude call visualizer. Wut he does is juz visualize *someting he dreams off. and get paid. Clients will pay for wut he dream off and wut u see on tv and other advertisement is all base on the visualizer’s idea. COOL??
Juz bfore i leave my memorable blog 101..sounds like taiwan tallest building. I would like to do a small advertisement here. Im looking for anybody who hav frenz,parents,relatives doing oil trading. I would like to hav ask for the contact as my dad is currently doing oil trading.

a pic to entertain u blog hoppers:

i’ve no permission from the model for this pic.
he is a fren of mine whom got his car clamp..tee hee
it wuz a gd experience tho. rock on!!

it had been ages since i went to genting with my "bros" , i finally get a copy of those picture taken from the trip. One of them which is persuing his studies in germany will hav to leave in 2 days time.
i cudnt catch up with him dat much during this hols but its been a gr8 time having him back here.
In this moment of time i felt kinda lonely and bored. Im not catching up on studies even tho i got the time. My time have been spent on sports activities and ofcuz day dreaming. On the other hand my skul mates recently tease and joke around with me abt my so call "dream girl" which is kinda making me go cuckoo. I really don’t mind them jking with me but not when "others" were around makes me feel xtremely shy.
Anyway  i can’t wait to actually  finish  this yr  of  endless suffering  on studying here.  I wish i can go UK asap and hopefully i manage to get the mobility scheme this yr.
As for now wud definitely hope to receive my ptptn loan asap. Hoping to make full use of the money, with help from some frenz who manage to study at the same time maintaining business schedule. May those ppl share their thoughtfull ideas with me. lolz
thats all for now .
genting trip highlights—>

Today is the day where i hav to go back to my uni to clean up and check out the house which i rented for the upcoming academic yr.
One of my fren was late so me and my other frenz decided to take our lunch 1st and meet up a fren at ukm. Well i havent been to UKM b4 but today will also b my last day visiting dat place im not going to set foot on that corrupted land again.
Me and my fren we drove to this bioscience faculty and we got down the car,we parked at the chairmans parking and when we got down the car, another car came by and double park rite bhind us. so I indirectly asked my fren whether he is parking at his place but the guy came down and said nth. we were expecting the owner of the parking lot will say sumting if we do park at his place since we met face to face. but he didnt we walk down the car and into the building so we tot he is juz stopping for awhile.
When its time to leave the car is still there so we walked in the building and find out that it was the chairman’s car and he was in a meeting his car was not lock and according to my fren he was a "nice" guy. so my fren said mayb he purposely leave his car unlock so that we can move his car. so we moved his car and drove our car out and was ready to drive off we came out running towards our car and force us to park our car back and dis time he block our car again and lock his car. He called the traffic police. we waited there for like 20 mins for that traffic police he came by and went in the building and someone came out and drove the car off. The person demanded that we hav to meet his superior to settle the case we followed and in the end he asked for RM15 as a  fine. We xplained that we r not from the particular uni therefor u shud not apply those rules to us as we dun even noe dats a parking lot for the chairman and the chairman is also one "dick" he juz block our car on purpose juz to earn that pathetic RM15 altho is not alot of money but its for nth .. I would really hope dat we as malaysians shud really really anti this kinda extortion especially its a license mugging . I hate this country for wut it is. I hate being with all this childish locals * i try my best not to b racist but how can i not when u see this kinda things happen that locals hav to get easy money out of the chinese and also the innocents. I hope dat this kinda ppl shouldnt b forgiven. The lecturer or the chairman of ukm bioscience fac shud b ashame of himself for not setting gd example he is also childish to b acting that way. here are some attach pictures to show u how bad is the situation. and the particular traffic police is Jubri K11763 <–screw him the chairman’s name is Prof Madya Dr Sahidan B.Senafi he is the accomplice. they r both fucking criminals. country’s leeech,scumbags

the blue honda jazz is our car and that ridiculous black benz belongs to that immoral idiot prof

another view of that jackass

this is how the jackass looks like. U noe him?

I went to collect my pay alone yesterday afternoon, small amount and i juz lost the drive to work the fullest like b4.
apparently i cought up with some long lost frenz and had a lil chit chat. Sumtimes things r better kept secret then xposed not that i really mind but it does affect more or less. now kinda moody but think abt it no big deal juz part of growing up.
i juz went to genting last week and its only another 24 hours i’ll b heading back to that hill top which belongs to uncle LIM. empty promises really do pisses other off. recently a fren was given some empty promises including my family too..pretty screw up the hope.
my fren all the way from germany is back to update me with chinese songs.
wut a shame. i miss the band i saw in genting i’ll b back to visit them hopefully they can still recognize me. they r one of the most prefect band i saw preforming live.
towards the end of my hols …getting really bored especially today. called up my frenz and they cudnt make it out their house bz doing their own thing…
so i juz stayed home repeating wut i did over and over again..fell asleep the whole afternoon after waking up at 12 and slept at 2 to 8
basically a full day in my dreams
my dad and mum muz b thinking they hav the laziest son eva.
i’ve plan out wut i need to do in the new academic yr ..
im hesitating to give up the presidency of basketball club cuz im tired of it.
the least i can do today is to call up a fren and played guitar in his house and played some lame game which i normally wont even bother to touch but im juz trying to release stress so i went slashing in the game and also crashing the car in the game.
..think of it its been really long since i’ve last updated my blog.
all the time i was blog hoping reading other ppl’s blog thinking my blog is juz another one of those blog i read.
i remember i posted blog which turned into a war zone between me and my ex which after my case i saw similar to mine and i still stand for those which reflects me..EGOISM
anyone noes anybody who trades crude oil? kindly let me noe pls. looking for contacts which might help me in the future for jobs.
i had alot of time for myself lately i started to miss NZ..my bros there altho we aint close anymore but once a bro foreva a bro.
the last genting trip was ok didnt do much outdoor activity as my frenz from uni werent very active outdoors they prefer to do other stuffs than those thrill rides and more health cautious.
its so random for me to b updating my blog…guess i only do it at certain times and so far its everytime im feeling down. but my hols has been gr8
since the start of redang to langkawi then payar then singapore and johor and then genting.
i’ve been shocked by electricity at home a couple of times …everytime my frenz harddisk and my laptop seem to hav current overflow. the 1st few times was crazee i actually jump up and shouted. then slowly i juz reacted and move my hands away real quick everytime i feel that shock.
i wore a triangular undie today ..its been a while since i last put on one..it feels really awkward as i’ve been wearing boxer for 4 yrs now.
hmm tired now…im alwiz bz entertaining ppl and now looking for some one to actually to juz talk to me or even spend sometime with me and i notice no one actually bothers…^^ loner..
they probably dun even get it when i hint to them.
sux…nitez…im juz showing some anger. try not to mind abt dat.
gd luck to this person which is joining the dance thingy in fitness first tomoro ..wish u all the best.
god bless me and my family - amen

hmm its been awhile since i last jotted anything down here.
well lately i juz got back from singapore/johore as i visited a fren there and this weekend im going to babysit my bro and my sis as my parents are going to china for a meeting (daddy’s meeting).
i juz came back from internet cafe in subang. crap dat place is full of bullshit. Let me tell u why..7 of us went there and played and when we finish we went to the counter and pay. so my fren paid RM6 for 3 hours and me and another frens turn to pay and we gave him 12bux he hold the 12 bux and ask us which comp and i went and check out the comp number and when im back and i tell him my comp num he said its RM6 50 i wus like wut?? u said 6 juz now and my frenz all paid 6 and that shit face ugly asshole said its 6 50 now i said y dun u off juz now he said its 6 50 juz pay now. Its warnet X in subang so dun go there and if ur there if u see this guy skinny with long hair he is the asshole im talking abt juz now. * not that i cant afford to pay that 50 cents but its juz doesnt make sense to charge although im off the comp.
A fren of mine juz left to aussie i hope she’ll b doing well overthere.
i got a job recently for august its from 7th till the 13th 7days and i got paid for only RM800 was thinking whether i shud work but in the end i still accepted the offer as i hav nth better else to do.
i really enjoy times where i use to hang out with frenz late nite outside having a drink at the bar and i like it now where im sitting infront of my laptop listening music with my headphones on and is so quiet at nite is like u hav the whole world in peace.
I heard from a fren dat use to like this gurl and then he went overseas and studied. Recently he had the news dat the gurl is pregnant with a baby. how sad huh?
Hav u ever wondered how long can a person wait for somebody as in really really in love?  i think dat patience do hav a limit and when it reaches poof u’re all set for another person or mayb u’re sick of waiting and u juz enjoy those single life.
single isnt dat bad..its actually a gd thing and u dun get tied up no commitments but with the trade off where u’ll feel lonely at times unless u can hav ur frenz to accompany u or mayb sumting more important.
hopefully i’ll enjoy my left over hols. havent been doing anything gr8 lately except for last nite  i went to my frenz place to jam which now makes me wanna buy an acoustic guitar more.
haha doug i got something nice for u, well kelsen or sheng wa if u guys want u can alwiz look for me i got a special disc burnt from a frenz comp lately its "pirates 3" a movie which suits us guys more haha its really farnee after seeing it well its really erotic so once ur back doug its all urs.
well i guess dats all dudes and dudettes
hav a pleasant day.

meet up with this really unexpected fren whom i didnt meet for ages. It was fun and gr8 to meet up and u noe lotsa catching up to do altho its not done yet.
One thing is i fergot to actually take pics ..damn -.-"
then after lunch i went home to get packed for a swim with sheng wa.
it was gd swimming at 1st but all of a sudden i had this cramp of my life. The pain is killing me. Its my 1st time having a cramp it some serius shit which almost got me drowned.
i cudnt walk nicely now..the pain is still within me.
U noe wut i havent actually had a sms conversation which last the whole day if im not mistaken i’ve sent around 40msgs today juz chit chating…and yea its fun and it makes me happy readin those sms. lolz
was watching englang vs trinidad but half way i felt really sleepy that i hav to head home and now updating my blog. rite after this i think im gonna sleep. I need to recover soon as the redang trip is rite at the corner.
A fren msged me and told me she might b coming back from Aus this July i cudnt b happier as u dun hav the chance to meet ur special fren all the time.
Im having trouble with my current job so will y’all pls pray for me.
^^ thats all folks regards and take care

sighz my face is so screwed after days staying up late plus the world cup matches ..OMG…i need like super miracle medicine to cure that face.
Hmm..u noe wut today i spend most of my time at this frenz house in cheras we played guitar and sing plus computer games and we totally miss out lotsa things that we r suppose to do lke go yumcha till we really pissed a fren off…cuz we all FFK..seriusly i was ready to go but none was ready so in the end plans juz didnt went well.
Oh the match of argentina and ivory cost juz started..i need to go catch it.
hmm..all the best to y’all and betting is bad..lolz so dun bet
godbless…

wondering y am i updating my blog at this wierd time?
its world cup kick off today and damn it it was an amazing start off with a 4-2 win from germany.
This day is sorta like a day which i wud call it a random day started with shitty job cancellation from this shitass agency. Juz bcuz i cudnt make it to the refreshment training im off that job for this weekend and i can seriusly tell u if i had a higher paid job i wont giv a damn abt ur shit ass job and ur unpaid training.
But luckily some following incident seems to make it a better day.
1st i had a quick and short chat with my ex..lolz discussed abt our pass..crap pass? jk la later one day u see me in the papers got murdered (in strangled way). i actually took d initiative to tok to her again.. trying to advice her not to O2jam so much cuz ma frenz got addicted to it and im so sick of those songs especially fly magpie and V3. U noe O2jamming is not gd for u ..study 1st ya. okla dun worry abt the blog so much ya..ur sweet la in ur way so u take gd care.
then ma frenz mama’s bday was alrite..OMG shen yin can make gr8 cake not those coming out from the ass but actual choc cake. its so damn nice..rich in choc..haha my plan is to hire her nxt time so i can open my own shen yin’s recipe.
then ofcuz d last thing is d world cup thingy.
is gd to hear dat ma fren david is doing well ..doesnt seem that bad. Gd on ya hope u recover soon ya.
Oh yea i’ve actually tok to this fren of mine, she alwiz says i flirt around…OMG… Its really sad to hear dat but when i think of it..mayb to me i might think is ok but it sounded like im flirting. lolz
yea mayb i do flirt alot which im trying to change lolz…wth pls gurls if i do flirt with y’all giv me a *knock and wake me up unless i hav other intentions..lolz
tell u wut ..this is like an offer for u guys haha…secret leak by me.
i’ve actually got this plan to make this person happy but i doubt it will b a sucess i doing lotsa preparation …its a bit kiddy i mean doing this but wth i find it cool. Hmm i’ve asked frenz from overseas to actually help me in this hopefully it rox. hahaha..*sinister smile
lolz
juz finish a DVD as im jobless tomoro ..looking forward of being hired..god bless me pls.
do pray for me ya pls…
regards.