Gabe’s tale~

hey im back here again..as u notice i will only write my blog wheneva im feeling down..im selfish rite..i dun share my happy moment but d bad ones r alwiz post up for ppl to read…well i guess ppl who read can juz take it as a story…
oh well im spending my life going thru lotsa barriers now…ups and down..juz like those waves in d sea
sigh..finally..going thru it..i nvr thought i wud come so fast..i thought im patient enuf and im gd enuf to not cause trouble ..who noes..hav to go thru it..welll at least i noe one thing..which i dunno whether its correct..not to tok to much..i guess d more u tok …things juz get started from words..r
i dunno whether im overprotective or wut…u can say wateva u want…but …i think im doing it rite,.is good for d relationship’s future…i learned abt give and take..and i only ask for loyalty…and i hope i can take it from her…and not only give..
i really wanna change her ..but there is lotsa arguements abt i shudnt change sum1 ..instead i shud luv her for her..but hey ..i do luv her..but is juz a slight change..is not a change dat will cause alot of trouble but juz think of d change ..it changes alot ..and is for d future..
i dun force anyone to change…anyway im also tired of consulting..i think i shall leave it ..anyway is  juz a matter of loyalty dat relationship will last…
im so confused …one day im in heaven and d next thing i found out i’ve drop from heaven to hell..
i juz cant beleive..i’ve done lotsa things which can actually make sum1 angry ..i wonder whether i did sumting wrong…but i juz follow wut u all said …juz do wut i think is right but no one seems to think its right….y is my fault everytime..
y??>…..mayb i shud burst out one day when im alone…and try to think back whether i did sumting wrong,…
im innocent ..u noe??innocent…..
i juz dunno how shud i write it..i wanna share it but not to everyone..so i’ll make it a surface tok on this blog…anyway ..god bless ..pls guide me..
hopefully i’ll hav a safe journey as im leaving auckland in 2 days..
will b sad..but  i think i can make her happy since she needs some space…space and more space..
well …all d  best to all…and haha advices  for readers..
-hav fun but at d mean time…pls noe ur limits…dun over do it…pls…
-notice wuts wrong and wuts rite…dun try to b urself…urself wont help u …
-play smart..and protect urself …image(not in style but habits) is important…dun let ur frenz judge u ..but judge by everyone.be cool……
-xcitements comes in lotsa ways…choose d right kinda xcitement…
cheerz..

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