Gabe’s tale~

alrite wut a days is this well..let me start wif d happy stories b4 i go to d sad ones..
cuz if im going to start d f**ked up ones i wont b able to stop..
well woke up 2day..went to klang to hav seafood..its gr8 but consume heaps of time in d car..damn moody as d whether here is hot…had really good seafood…
let me tell u wut i had..i had clams friend wif rice noodles..
crab,oyster,prawnsand cuttlefish..but wut i like d most is TODI…most of u havent tried this i bet..is coconut fermented and blend wif alcohol my dad drinks it wif stout…so i bet i wud taste better but i didnt mix it as it doesnt taste dat good…i bought a bottle for my frenz to try..keen seng juz had it and he isnow in d toilet…he blames me for getting him into ..not sure whether is diarhea…he is in d toilet now..he went while he is half way playing games on his PS2…
last nite went to halo cafe…not a very goodnite tho..cuz i paid most of d taxes…damn ..
broke ass…shudnt we juz share out??…damn it..stingy bunch of ppl…
anyway …well mess up life…
missing my love..well she alwiz try to make me happy when im down…
and damn im down now..
goodness i hav been such a gdboy lately…i seriusly need some time to chill and get crazee…
due to some influence..but one thing ..im not those kinda ppl..so i guess i wont b doing it unless im outa my mind..
and F***
juz now a bloody hell ass came and taunt me on msn…
screwup my mood..
so damn lan c sumore..f***..
well im now wif a confused heart and mind…
begining to think and sumtimes wonder or being suspicious…
nutty me…
y d hell there is so many test to overcome…
is dat a test? i doesnt look like one to me..
is crazee stop doing all these pls…cant take it ler…..mayb im to damn uncool ..
but hey doug im changing plans dun think i will get my ipod so soon…a slight change of plans here…suddenly sumting came 1st ..i think my savings hav to flow there 1st b4 it comes to my ipod although i really cant wait for d ipod to come..is so close ..i can almost feel it..
guess life is like dat when sumting appears to b more important certain sacrifices hav to b done…
kar sang is a lil sick now..
and he wont b able to hang out wif me lately..
i met up wif san san at halo cafe…haha she hasnt change much…haha infact d 1st thing she said to me is ..hey u dun hav enuf food??…ur so damn skinny..
haha wut an insult huh?..
hey jen ..thx for sending me d luvly handmade card…
cant believe u drew it..haha..was dat ur own portrait?..
anyway ..u all readers wish u all d best..i miss u all those in NZ..miss u alot cuz i havent been keeping in touch wif u all …sorry my wonderful frenz…i’ll alwiz remember u all…anytime u drop by in KL…juz guv me a ring or giv me and earlier notice i’ll make sure u guys hav a nice trip..miss my bros in NZ>.u guys alwiz rox…without u guys making fun of me..my life is so empty…
without u all toking bad stuff abt ppl around me makes d atmosphere so quiet here…miss those hell gossip…haha enjoy listening to u guys throwing out those nasty thingy haha..sumtimes its juz farnee even thou i noe is a bad thing saying bhind sum1 back..but d way u guys say it is hell mean ….
cheerz…
and F***..haha juz feel like swearing..no one is here to listen to me swear..

well ..finally back to update u guys again..

whew…i walk alot today ..work wif my frenz lloyd and keen seng..

haha we r giving off pizza huts flyers..

so we walk and walk remind me of my skul days…me doug and others alwiz walk to cafe and also b ball..since i started driving havent walk dat much..

well very tired after work ..earned 60 ringgit..haha..yay..

one step closer to my goal..

i muz remember to bring my darling to redang one day..as she saw d pics kar sang took ..she loves dat place..haha yea crystal clear blue water..

well..im now at cafe wif kar sang and andy gaming..

well not bad work for like 5 hours and get 60 bux..

haha more den 10 bux per hour..haha but total distance walked is like from my house to petaling street haha doug u get wut i mean??..

dead tired..

sigh darling darling..miss u ..

oh..guess wut i got some jokes to tell u guys..but haha wait till i see u all..

.cuz its not a written joke..its a verbal one..u muz listen to me say it then only it will b good..haha..i heard it from a canadian talk show..i bet jen u’ve seen it..

haha..damn it last nite i went out wif kar sang and watch champions league final ..

damn it ..ac lost..while they fXXXing leading 3 nil…and liverpool stupid gerrarg dive..and get d bloody penalty..i was so happy at 1st and wanna fall and cry after d game..y shevchenko can miss penalty,..

anyway is juz a game ler..oh yea haha keng wei dun worry will attend ur bday party..haha light drinks k?…dun wanna get hell drunk haha..

yay sheng wa not working anymore..haha opps but me and kar sang gonna work ..

ish,…cheerz everyone keep in touch…

too much aint good ..anything which cross d limits aint good..
caring too much is nt good too…
y am i doing this ..
tired..is me myself and I making me tired..
geez…f***ed up life,
man U lost on d dat which i dun feel like watching it..
crap..make it worse..
driving late at night wif a heart sumwhere else..
losing grip..dangerous almost crash as i was not concentrating..
thx kar sang for spending d nite wif me.
is cool dat we can chat ..and chill me out ..i got home around 6 30..
bro aint sleeping yet..
…need some time to chill…
calm …juz wanna jump into a pool and let d pain all flow out wif a gentle shiver..
sorry ..not well for any updates..
catch up wif u guys later on…

sigh~ things juz happened..
and y izzit happening so fast..i was not ready …anyway i guess mayb i shud b prepared huh?..
plan for a swim ..but its raining heavily..
thx to digi/vodafone..dat my sms wasnt received by d receipients…
and thx to frensta there isnt any msg sent….
wuts wrong man….y me..
wut hav i done wrong..im juz being nice..
mayb being nice wont help me..after all everyone likes "bad" guy..
well …im so sick of it..
damn it…
well apparently i got a few secret readers..i noe who u guys are…
oh and also a new reader…who dun wanna post any comments but prefer to send me PM..as in private msgs..but so far i got none…
..dude and dudettes…juz learned sumting too..
err…y issit all abt love..
but anyway juz learned this…haha dun love when u dunno or thinking dat mayb a better one will come….love when u’ve decided to spend mayb ur whole life with dat person…
thx keng wei…alwiz send me sumting dat i can read when i got nth to do ..going downhill..
but no worries everyone im fine..(speaking)..im fine..
i mean u guys can say im lying but dats wut im going to tell u ..im fine.
my goodness ..i felt ashame reading my testimonials..haha it sounded real good ..which i will sumtimes gain too much confidence….and in reality crap in juz a tiny piece of dust…
no one eva notice ….
oh hey i recall sumting..a fren once told me to find sum1 dat loves me more den i love them…haha guess wut..i do met a few..but i notice i dun love them at all..damn is not easy to find sum1 to love u more then u love them..is even harder to love sum1 which….err wateva
everytime hope is here and nxt thing i found out is like …im losing grip..
u recall my previous post?..i said sumting abt experiencing rainbow..
well rainbow juz disappeared…
i mean ..goodness..haha did all i can..
i did my best …let sum1 else do d rest..afterall..i can only blame myself for being err…wrong i guess…

hehe im really running out of topics..
but suddenly tot of this..
aparently i’ve been chating more wif this fren of mine ..haha which reads alot..
lucky me i do read sumtimes..so still b able to catch up wif my fren..
if not i feel so ashame for not noing anything…
haha thx for teaching me all those stars thingy…haha sumtime juz makeme wanna blame d starz..
men and women..
haha ..juz cant seem to write anything abt it..
is too general..
well..haih ..thinking abt d long way ind future…
ahem..muz get ready and start putting xtra xtra effort in now..juz to make it happen..
make it happen…yea..i can do it..
hehe …stress ar..
lucky im still young ..and i shud stress more now so dat i dun need to worry when im old…
bitter sweet..
bitter alwiz comes b4 sweet…
u dun wan a life where u enjoy and suffer in d end rite??
well my darling has been so nice to me nowadays dat i feel so touched…
thx for everything ..haha..i bet she wont see it ..but haha thx LOLX..
im now going thru rainbow after d rain…
isnt it nice to see a rainbow after a miserable rain..
haha ..hint hint..
dats how i feel now..
u guys take care on wuteva u do ok??
god bless….

sorry guys …my bz life juz got a kick start as im going to work really hecticly juz to earn more money and save more for my future..
so i wont b able to update this so often..but pls readers..without u there is no point for to write bloggie..
cuz i alwiz wanted to share wif u all my life..
u guys rox..i mean gals also ..
well ..juz had a talked wif frenz these days..
pump up confidence plus..knowledge level..
also …recently found out im not dat bad also ..hehe ..can say a lil popular la..
not to show off..but hehe got some attraction.
but dats not wut i wanna say …i mean recently my fren told me…haha abt relationship there muz b ups and downs..there is no foreva sweet love..haha bullshit..
bcuz without going down  u wont love ur partner more and appreciate them..also without it u wont notice how important they r in ur life…
well i heard this song * lau su ai da mi
quite nice ..
very meaningful..
well doug miss u lots..
keep in touch bro ..sorry i didnt send u email like kar sang…is not dat i’ve move away from u ..
i juz dunno y i cant send u email .i mean im very unstable when i feel like it..i will haha..so u b prepare to receive my mail ..felt guilty wheni see u mailing kar sang..
i mean i do chat wif u bro ..
i like to chat wif u ..like to noe ur stories..haha..shh is among us..d trio ..
hey bro ..is time u hooked up..
cant wait to see a new u ..
my bro wif a new look which will steal all d gals from me…and kar sang..
hey ..spare us some female frenz..too…u rascal..
haha….
well sheng wa has been bz…didnt really hang out asked him out once..i think he is bz wif his work and tired..i feel u bro so ..anyway is fun also hangin out wif kar sang and keen seng..
at halo cafe..wif live music..
juz rox…err..i wanted to go for interview at halo cafe..as a singer in d cafe..
kar sang did encourage me..but im juz a coward,,,’
doug…we gonna rock red box soon…
when ur back we’ll b trashing d place again..
juz like b4…anyway i got d membership card…haha juz sing man…
sing ur heart , lungs and feelings out..
dedicate songs to ur love ones..sing as if they can hear u …haha
thx everyone for reading although some of names r not mention is not dat ur not important la…
hehe understand me…frenz for life..once i treat u nice and get to noe u …u frenz will alwiz b in one of my brain cells..if i do meet u in d future and tend to forget ur name or u forget mine..juz ask ok..dun b shy haha..
oh i need a turn table badly..juz wonder how gd will i to b a dj…
haha but dj is hard to earn money since there is so many of those crap djays around…perfect competition…oh yea guys u noe wut..
my fren told me im a typical capricorn guy…
damn down to earth….u guys think is true??
alrite folks..haha miss u y’all ..cheerz..

yer…y??..
cant control my feelings again..
hehe need help from bros ar…
send me some cool sentences which can motivate me..
ish ish..ups and downs ..
after ups whew……drop down again lor..
juz like a slide…after u climb to d climax cannot stay longer cuz ppl behind u will push u down..
then u juz slide down …
well ..
so far i dunon how to update u guys..but things r complicated ler…
can alwiz drop me a msg on frensta or on my mail..
i will alwiz reply u ..
but dats for more info …random ppl err…sorry but frenz r gr8
oh u might notice d title ,…does it sound sad to u guys..
but is so true..
i saw it in d papers..
is say there * you ai , jiu you shang hai*
so i find it nice so tot of sharing it to u guys..
err…i will try to quote more of songs lyrics here to represent current situation..
cuz saying it out might b an issue ..
sorry abt not promising u guys to write short blogs ..cant help..
so i’ve written a long one..
i mean not as long and thoughful as those previous ones..
i miss my frenz..
sorry for not keeping in touch …i havent receive any msgs lately..
anyway juz and update to let u guys noe wuts going on wif me..
and haha juz me..
no one else..
thx sheng wa for d beer and whisky and d movie who’s ur daddy..
is not bad,..
cheerz ..
take care…godbless me…

yeap stars aint shining…
guys and gals from now on…
i will write short blogs cuz long blogs take too much time to read..
alrite stop criticizing…democracy has to stop here…
dateline is still far away…
long live d knight…
butterfly~ has fallen…

alrite guess wut..
last nite it was mother’s day ..i went for diner..doug haha i went to this place which i told u at uptown and hav german food..yum i ordered pork knuckles again..haha is alwiz d best ..haha burn my dad’s wallet ..
anyway sumting funny did happen but im not in d mood ..i was piss dat time.but i find it funny now..
my mum brought back home this chocolate shape of a cd in this cd case ..so when she’s home she ask me to test d cd…i saw d cd wthout d hole in d middle so i asked her whether she is sure is a cd..i said it cannot b a cd..but she juz say go go and try it on d player..
so i opened it..and when i grab on to dat chocolate it melted in my hand bloody hell…haha my mum make fun of me….i only heard of son making fun of mum but now is d other way round..
gr8 mum ..nice job..
ok thx to all of u ..haha for visiting this bloggie side of mine…
especially those who inserted ur sweet and cool comments..haha dun worry im well ..and im all ready …im a cheerful dude haha..player..
oh yea ..im a lil pessimistic i admit ler..but im ok now..im juz numb…haha numb..
do i sound dat bad on my blogs ar??..sorry to let u guys worry sumtimes..
oh special thx to kar sang..haha nice looking for u but i hope u can come over nxt time as d road to ur house is closed ..i dunno other way to get to ur house..last nite trip was kinda risky…haha
oh thx kar sang for rememberin ur bro here…its a luvly gift..hey i dun mind im not a person who cares who much ur gift cost ok..haha is a nce key chain..espeicially there is a shell there ..i’ll remember dat u get it from redang juz for me..i’ll make sure i keep it safe..
my dear..ur sick , get well soon…luv u ..
u take good care k??..call me if ur not feeling well..or when u wanna tok ..i mean if u wanna tok juz giv me a ring…dear i’ve posted d photos for u on multiply..hope u like it..
well finally i hav to use dial up to post d photos up ..goodness take me ages..
my dad is complainin me and my bro using d comp like there is no tomoro burning all d jaring coupon ..haha
oh guys and gals i got sumting to share..is a song from Guang liang - shou ji liu yan *means msg on cell phone.
i’ll translate into english -quote-" d bed u slept b4 , d toothbrush infront of d mirror in d toilet , now there is only loneliness and a dog by my side. frenz said after u went away ask me not to think too much..u told me u love me,u once told me thru phone…..without u i can only live in memories…b4 i luv u ..i’ve think deeply but u smile and tell me wif u i’ll b happy..waiting for ur call became my only hope.."
nice?..haha i find it interesting cuz it sounds familiar like it happened b4 sumwhere …
ok i dun hav joke for d day but at least i’ve spend d effort making this ..hope u guys can listen to d song too..its wonderful…
ok..i think dats all for today so far nth is wrong or mayb im so stone ..haha doug stone u call it kayu rite??
cheerz to y’all ..god bless..

butterfly~ ..anyone noe whos dat?? ..haha..
gamers watch out this butterfly alwiz get pawn in d game…haha in real life also kena pawn..
not dominating…haha not god like also …
anyway *any of u noe d lyrics for "tong hua"….
hehe..i juz saw it today ..not bad well written..and i guess d singer muz hav had d experience ..to make him write dat song…
oh well…frenz r not suppose to drag u towards d wrong end ..
frenz shud support each other…
i’ve decided d next time i write bloggie i shall also quote part of d lyrics which i find it meaningful to share wif u guys k?..
juz wait ..anyway ..i got a long way to go and i’ve juz tripped and now im well standing up again..
..
wishes is so untrue but when it comes to feeling it ..i can almost felt it but everytime it seems so close yet so far…
when will i achieve it…??..
oh guys juz to let u noe…all this bloggie r written by typing words by words ..haha not copying and pasting it…cuz i guess u’ll see wut i mean when u try to copy stuff and paste it …
it juz doesnt hav d option to paste..

-story of d day
okokok…i noe…bla bla bla…ok ok yes yes…yeap…get wut u mean ..
im not using my brains…im stupid…
-story 2
got backstabed…wow havent felt it for ages sumore recently found out my so call best fren backstab me long long time ago ..
didnt noe sumore treat him like bro …
damn…bro …u noe who u r …nice backstabing me??..haha
so im so damn nice to u …and u doing things bhind me…gr8 thx…
-story 3…
holy wack…got scolded last nite for not going home early and i cant send pics to my darling..
..guess wut kar sang i got ur sms…
doug if ur reading dis hope u noe wuts going on wif our bro kar sang..i guess he ended his love towards d gal ..which i guess told him dat she nvr considered him b4 ..he txted me rite after his redang trip
-story 4 ..
sore throat….well healing ..getting well but i sound diff now…
im such a paranoid la..
save me from being a paranoid….and hopefully paranoid doesnt lead to another evolve to sumting worse…
anyway conclusion…im a praranoid for todays blog …erm let me see whether i left out anything..
well counting d days and seems like im going to lost count one day…
god bless …