Gabe’s tale~

played a game today ..its called cash flow..wus quite happy to b d winner and finish d game in 30-40 mins..well and fark..those ppl call it a fluke..they say im lucky..i spend so much effort to win d game and this is wut i get..at least i win d game …but this is juz story no 1 ..

let me go to story no 2 ..

done sumting bad which i juz make a mistake without noticing it..and i dun think i seem to do thing rite..when im trying to make things better it juz gone worse,..u call me acting?? huh??..wtf …nvm there is story no 3

well how do i start story num 3…

my feelings juz hung there…swing swing…when can i settle down..anyway im so damn fine now..thx doug..im not thinking too much …im ok now…i’ll b me …and let ppl say im acting..wtf is wrong..

oh another thing…im dumb ok..so wut i won a game which juz gain my knowledge of life and investmen..but im a loser in actual life…

guys see wut i hav now…nth..but guess wut i’ll make u proud one day ..

do u think fairy tales exist…i like fairy tales especially d part where they say happily eva after…i luv it..and i hope i will spend it wif u my dear…haha fairy tale.."tong hua" damn i like d song..

well nth is going rite today ..as i m facing unforseen obs..wanted to send pics to my dear and KS’s comp stop me from dat..

oh yes …is mothaz day today ..i m going out wif my family for dinner..wut do u guys hav for ur mum..

oh ..if i wud eva break into tears and cry …thats my most true part of me dat u can see…if anyone which sees it..make sure u remember it..cuz i dun simply drop my tears..if i wud to burst out one day i will choose to burst out alone…and only ppl who mean much in my life can make me burst into my tears …family, and  u guys noe who u r…cuz i guess d name list will not b a very short ones..

too bad not much brothaz noe dat im bloggin…i miss u guys..well u guys will nvr wanna b wif me..i still remember i was d 1st to b kick out of d bruda hood in NZ.."got gals no bros"..moto of d brudahood..miss u guys..but  i was innocent im still in college and i didnt choose to b wif those gals..not fair..kicked me out ..but haha eventually ken got kick out and graham..noe is only our founder john is there hangin..

guys and galz..pls b urself ..and dun b like me..i dunno y d hell ppl say im acting..but if they think dat way i cant blame them mayb they r not being themselves and they find my character as unusual….well since u heard all those winning and losing shit of mine..wut u think ..

to pick me as a winner or loser..??pls evaluate pls..haha if there is any comment..

oh yea ..let me cast my own vote 1st ..*Loser

till now i guess i acted wrongly and i guess i did sumting wrong..dunno wuts wrong but wrong..sum1 juz judge me and say wrong..oh haha guys let me intro huatster to u..he is my pal..he told me jelezy in me make me "hai lat"…his piece of advice for me in a conversation couple of days ago..sorry for d vulgar word but thats d exact word from his msg…haha im = "hai lat" lo…

haha..so get d example of d evaluation??…haha cast ur vote..

Moody days r back …missing my dear terribly…well is not dat easy as i thought it wud b..but it aint hard…
i guess in sense of ..without d exact picture and not knowing wuts going on leads to lotsa ..nightmare..
oh and ofcuz jealousy ..
god knows y m i so moody now…
im so moody dat my fren doesnt even feel like toking to me as i sounded harsh….
and trying to say things dats true …but i found out dat sumtimes is not good for me to say it out ..cuz i noe dat ppl cant really face facts..not to say all but most ppl..dun like to b nagged…
but i cant juz see it happening…u noe bad things like when some 1 is drowning i can juz watch and not trying to do anything..get wut i mean ?
love is growing day by day …
i wonder will it grow till d end of days or will it grow and stop one day …
well ..i dunno wuts wrong wif me these days…i got some really god job offer but i juz cant get in to d mood of working…
i cant take things easy …
there is so many obstacles infront of us..can we break thru??…i will do my part and mayb more than my part juz to hav u ..my dear..
pls frenz and family and mayb god ..give me all d support i need mentally or physically…
u guys rox..thx for d viewers and ppl who actually spend time reading my blogs or random readers …anyway as u visited this page u rox…thx for dropping me all d lovely comments …u guys r really taughtful..
need lots of councelling on this as this is my 1st relationship and hopefully d one and only..
i wus sick a couple of days ago ..
headache wif sorethroat….damn it ..dun feel good.
and im sleeping late here everyday ..im having sleeping probs..
and lately im worrying abt my future wonder how will it b…
i wish things wud b easier like 100% of trust ..but i wont b easy cuz 100% of trust needs to b build up from zero which means …i need to b convince to trust…not juz by trusting …and by trusting i hope nth turn out wrong..but this world is damn shitty as its alwiz unfair ..
when u hope things to go well it doesnt ..
and now i wish d world can juz go right for once…and let my or our dreams come true..
my life is so empty now..
missing sum1 is hard ladies and gentleman…
doug especially u …i feel u now.dude..
ur telling me b4 u miss her..and now i noe all u feel is emptiness inside..
luv my darling …and cheerz to all of u which share ur time wif me..
gd bye…

hey im back but this time not going to tell u guys sad stories instead..a happy one..
guess wut…me and my gf we finally work it out..
we r juz fine and ..happy although we miss each other alot..
well is like having a relaxed life now since i noe everything is going to b fine..i trust my darling..
ok erm…thx to my fren who actually spend time writing me a blog as i told my fren dat i wud like sum1 to write my story ..my life so dat i can hav a look how my life is in other ppl’s eyes..sorry cant post it here cuz i can’t seem to paste d mail here..wonder y??
haha ..tell u guys wut..can’t believe is d 1st day im back and im missing my darling so much ..
..how nice if there is a teleport machine..so dat i can juz visit my darling wheneva i want to ..
im  so lonely here…went out wif keen seng and his mum for lunch thx for d fish and chips lolz..
juz showed my mum d photo album my darling gave me..haha u shud see her face..she got a very promising smile..
oh dear - if ur reading dis…haha hopefully u can read this cuz this is a very special blog cuz i seldom write happy blog…
ei..dun mind abt my previous blog cuz u noe la..guys alwiz wants attention..
anyway take care guys..cheerz..
miss u dear..muax…