wuts wrong?
sigh~ things juz happened..
and y izzit happening so fast..i was not ready …anyway i guess mayb i shud b prepared huh?..
plan for a swim ..but its raining heavily..
thx to digi/vodafone..dat my sms wasnt received by d receipients…
and thx to frensta there isnt any msg sent….
wuts wrong man….y me..
wut hav i done wrong..im juz being nice..
mayb being nice wont help me..after all everyone likes "bad" guy..
well …im so sick of it..
damn it…
well apparently i got a few secret readers..i noe who u guys are…
oh and also a new reader…who dun wanna post any comments but prefer to send me PM..as in private msgs..but so far i got none…
..dude and dudettes…juz learned sumting too..
err…y issit all abt love..
but anyway juz learned this…haha dun love when u dunno or thinking dat mayb a better one will come….love when u’ve decided to spend mayb ur whole life with dat person…
thx keng wei…alwiz send me sumting dat i can read when i got nth to do ..going downhill..
but no worries everyone im fine..(speaking)..im fine..
i mean u guys can say im lying but dats wut im going to tell u ..im fine.
my goodness ..i felt ashame reading my testimonials..haha it sounded real good ..which i will sumtimes gain too much confidence….and in reality crap in juz a tiny piece of dust…
no one eva notice ….
oh hey i recall sumting..a fren once told me to find sum1 dat loves me more den i love them…haha guess wut..i do met a few..but i notice i dun love them at all..damn is not easy to find sum1 to love u more then u love them..is even harder to love sum1 which….err wateva
everytime hope is here and nxt thing i found out is like …im losing grip..
u recall my previous post?..i said sumting abt experiencing rainbow..
well rainbow juz disappeared…
i mean ..goodness..haha did all i can..
i did my best …let sum1 else do d rest..afterall..i can only blame myself for being err…wrong i guess…
May 18th, 2005 at 9:40 pm
sifu… no matter wat happens, u have to take good care of urself k ?? ur tou dai will alwiz be there supporting u… i’m the little piglet wit fairy wings flying around helping ppl like wat carebears do… kekeke…
May 19th, 2005 at 2:55 am
haha yea ar..haha didnt noe piglet got wings..haha gd gd ..buzz me when ur back ya?..thx for d testi too…haha didnt expect..
May 19th, 2005 at 4:06 am
u never gib ppl chance also hahaha ;p~~ becuz tak cantik isit hahaha, i knoe the cantik one is still in NZ ma. kakaka july coming rite? kakaka cantik tak bang? hohoho
Hey get the freaking turntable men, i goin to get someone to teach me how to wash dish already hohoho ;p~~ msia i got one fren wit turntable liao,now waiting after degree liao, go wash dish in my fren turntable next year hopefully hohoho
May 20th, 2005 at 9:51 pm
Hey boy, i used to think that finding someone who loves u more is better than loving someone more. But as u said, it’s not ez, and even if it comes ez, there’s just no point bcos in my opinion, i shud love that person just as much, otw d r’ship will have no spark rite? I noe it’s not ez maintaining a r’ship especially a long distance one. Altho i do hope that u will always have faith in urself and ur loved one k?
Btw, if u ever get a chance… do listen to 911’s, The day we find love. I find that song very meaningful so i dedicate it to u n ur darling. =)
May 20th, 2005 at 9:58 pm
yo is easy to find someone dat loves u more but is harder to love sumone more and noticing dat u actually love them more..haha but ofcuz loving each other s much is d best.yea toking abt faith ..yea faith..
thx for d song..
May 23rd, 2005 at 5:18 am
Muahahha!!! My 1st comment here… frankly, I dun buy into dat whole u-luv-me-i-lub-u-more crap. Sure, it’s all very romantic in theory but in practice…. how can u measure??? Placing conditions on luv is not reli luv. Luv n b luv, n throw dat measuring scale outa dat window!
Ya, hv faith! U must 1st luv n hv faith in urself b4 u can luv n hv faith in another! <3
Otw, blame it on the stars-loh. Haha! Jk.