Gabe’s tale~

shux..damn accidently close my window..hav to rewrite d whole thing…
1st of all ..happy bday to hseangelica..is actually hseang ,angelica or strawberry..
erm..hope u enjoy d day..sorry abt d melted cake i noe it doesnt look nice..but it taste gd rite?..
may ur wish/wishes come true..erm abt my present ..altho is a lil small but hope u like it..juz trying to b creative ..d cake is from me also haha..close ur eyes while u eat d cake..
and …huh?? is dat meizi??*take care and get well soon..
thx for checkin d blog out..for wateva reason thx ..nice to see new faces here..
well back to d main point..welcome home my bro..
dougie..ur still d same..anyway nice to see u back here ..
u noe man..u need to chill..i dunno wuts wrong..i guess when u tok to me u juz bring back all those memories..is like fresh rite out from d oven..
thx for d headphones..is cool and d photos from europe nice..cant wait to go to UK..
need to b alone i guess…loner..
oh also gd bye to jason which is leaving today…hope u hav a safe journey back to ukraine..sorry abt d hotlink bag..haha not wut ur looking for rite?…but juz keep it since ur a hardcore fan of ct nurhalizaaaa…well hope dat i dun get sued for this..
anyway nice to see u and keep in touch alwiz dood..
erm juz a lil track back of last post of mine..anyone went to check out d blog ..written by a annonymous fren..
nice playing b ball wif u all today ..KS,beng and doug..
on fire ..cant believe those 3 pnters..
oh every pls put ur hands together for divad he juz had a home run today..
its merdeka and he got rm 401 in one day..isnt it amazing?..my record was only 300+
my god..ahem u noe wut to do dont u??
for those who r having exams soon..jacklyn and meg..
wish u all d best ..rest more.
thx to ks’s and ur mama..yummy mangoes..
~ sad news abt d trip its cancelled so not gonna hav a trip to recover so soon..its now postpone to 16th - 18th ..shudnt b a prob rite?…20th is my registration day..
im moving out soon..
well not sure whether is sgp …its either club med,penang,sgp or pangkor..
well one thing gd abt club med is wine and beer free flow..
guess dat wud b like heaven to us ..doug and me..
we can both drink till were down and get wasted..
but i noe most probably we wont b heading there.nxt best wud b penang and langkawi..2 in 1 trip
welcome back jo…yeap will definitely inform u when i move in and install my VOIP..
gosh its a lil late now..i need to sleep ..screwing up my time now..its like there is only night time in my life hardly see daylight…
nitez and take care everyone ..regards..godbless..
* if love can b replace by gifts and presents..i wud give u stars from d sky ….i still owe u one*
-gabe-

happy bday brian…a fren of mine whom celebrated his bday recently at passion..
thx for bringin us in..i noe im one of d youngest ..instead i think im d youngest..and wow..is nice to join u adults…take it easy man..
well went to a bday party and later on got stop by d cops and damn..is malaysia we bribe d cops..but sighz..miscalleneous cost..fuck em..
christine ur drunk…and return my camera and hankie..sooon pls..make sure u washed em..haha
nth much happened these days..work and not enuf sleep..
thx for dropping by those frenz who came over to visit me while workin or juz passing by appreciate dat..
well workin in sony …nice supervisor..sheryn..yay can get discounts nxt time i get things from sony..anyone wants?
got my new cell phone is a very classic phone which binds all my memories there..i even set d ring tone to suite my memories…darn..*david is this LT???
i helped a family to get to times square ..felt so nice..is gd to b kind and nice to ppl..but nvr too nice..i muz b nuts y d hell shud i care anyway …well muz b me..cant change at all..
well making vid calls..thx for entertainin Yan..err wierd calling u by dat..
only matter of days im going to meet up wif this long lost bro and we gonna chill at sgp..
OMFG..while writing this i saw this journal written by a fren …wonderful…u guys can check out if u hav d time..   http://www.livejournal.com/users/2socks/423625.html?mode=reply
check dat out..wow..makes me crazee thinkin of it..
well i muz b thinkin too much again…i muz b one thinker..
moving out soon ..a new place and a new me..
wear glasses change hairstyle ..eat more work less..and stress turns me into one ugly ****..wateva u wanna call that..
well late for work today ..got screwed but who cares..im not going to work anymore..
more jobs waiting for me..
i called dear today..opps ..wrong timing so bye..wish to tok nxt time..if we had d chance..
too happy to see comments written here by her..happy in a sence of shows a smile on my face to see it..not those jumpin up and down..
anyways..dats not d point..
sighz..feeling so miserable today wuts wrong..and i lied ..
i was sick ..and i guess no one noes..
well juz go on and b sick ..
jason gonna go back to russia?…take care and all d best..
nice meeting up wif SW and beng dat day…thx for keeping in touch…
keen seng was sick last week dunno whether he is well ady..pls pray for him or send ur regards to him..
erm…tou dai..called u but ur not available..so mayb nxt time k?..
take care u all..
got more to tell u guys..cheerz..

well today i’ve only got less than 5 hours sleep ..
time is passing so slowly…yeap ur rite jacklyn..im sick..exactly wut u’ve predicted fever yay…
havent fell sick for so long..but its diff now..use to enjoy falling sick cuz ur love ones will b there for u ..now..u can juz forget abt it..no calls or msgs or in wateva way …
sighz..hav to juz move on for this few days ..make sure i can live thru these days and im on a break ..
a trip to singapore..it wud b gd trip i hope ..3 bros..meeting up again..although there is a change of plan last min..its still ok..
its ok Meg…hope u do well on ur exams..we can go some other time to mayb other places in d world..and i’ll make sure its a beach ..u like beaches dont u?
was kinda happy when i get to meet up wif my frenz again in sg wang…
went to visit them after work ..was kinda happy to see my cousin on frensta..
juz added me recently…miss her so much..btw she is justine..
a lil thing to share..
i’ve received a call from a voip num..(overseas call) and d 1st thing i tot it was her..so i sent a msg to her and notice it wasnt ..how disappointing..
haha..muz b expecting all this lately cuz im missing her much..
i helped glenda and david to get their line sign up..
well isnt it gd to help ur frenz..
is abt time to stop writing as im really tired..cant really continue going on and on..
shud juz stop all d drinking at night…and take a break..
its screwing up d whole me..
gonna bank in my paycheck soon..
gd nitez everyone..god bless..

well another day juz passed..
today went to work around 7am..till 7pm 1 hours..muz b mad ass accepting to work like dat wif such low pay..niwayz..went for a drink and played snooker after dat..kept losing when i was playing and got a phone call from sum1 special…
altho d conversation thru out is not wut common ppl would like to hear but to me it sounds like melody..mayb its d missing part of me..juz feel like listening and not saying anything ..
thx *enitsirhc for accompanying me for dinner..
try to smoke less k?is not gd for health..
juz finish reading a msg..and chating wif some fren..whew…im so tired but apparently not feeling too well…is it juz me or wut?
ouch…it hurts now(heart pumping slowly)..
juz felt it..reacted a lil slow..mayb i was trying to look tough ..
how i wish i can juz control all d stars and arranged them into short msgs…so dat when u look into d sky at night u’ll know how i felt and in another way..save money txting/calling…or even avoid actual contact is juz by looking into d sky and read d stars..
opps i juz dunno wut d heck am i saying is juz like some old fart sleep talking…saying nonsense..
take gd care..
hugz everyone..god bless..
^^ a quote …when u want what u’ve nvr had , u muz do what u’ve nvr done…
cheerz..

its now 3:05am sunday..
i’ve decided to go to church every sunday wheneva im not working..
its so wierd dat life has changed dramatically.. i got nth else to hope for or aim for..
so in d end i’ve decided to go to church wif a fren of mine..hopefully i can recover by doing this..u guys might find it lame..but wut else can i do?..
i went to my campus today..i wanted to get d room for one..single so i can stay alone..but is so small and expensive ..dat was my initial plan but after thinking abt it..since im so empty now staying alone can b worst..so i took up d share room..cuz i wanted to decorate my room wif lotsa personal stuff and plan to do alot of things a couple of weeks ago ..since i noe im moving there i’ve planned everything till a change of plans..so now hopefully i get a gd nice room mate.
well whoeva is overseas..u ppl mind to do some investment…get a VOIP phone so dat u guys can call me for free…i got one ..hope u guys can get one too .
well…i muz b real scary..
too bad..im not being a gd person..pls dun pity me..i noe i suck but pls laugh at me ..and take me as a joke..
anyone noes music?..can u guys write a tune or rhythm for my previous blog entry i wana make it a song..haha wonder how it sounds..
god bless everyone and especially ppl which r special to me..
dun wanna b pressuring whoeva but i think i havent get over it so if u ask me ..she wud still b on d 1st place but i wont b bothering anyone now from now on..since im so f**kin annoying huh?..
cheerz..take care..
-divad says i "LO TIU" …u rock divad
-keng wei says "hang on"…cool
-gnas rak says " dun b so *dog"…nice

well inspired by a fren of mine..tot of sharing it wif u all..it goes like dat.

-if i had a million thoughts, would u stay to listen?
-if i told u a million words,would it fall upon unhearing ears?
-if i was standing in d cold ,would u  offer my a hug?
-if tears filled my eyes ,would u try and understand?
-if u held d golden sun ,would u warm my day?
-if d world is against me ,would u still sit & hold my hand?
-if time was precious land,would u give me d world?
-if love was droplets of water ,would u give me d sea?
-if i gave u my heart….would u tear it apart?
originated from *nahgem
if im still waiting for u …will u juz turn ur back on me?
if i meet u after a long long time…will u still remember me?
if only u’re here…everything seems so easy.
-leirbag-
regards and godbless…

well..im back again..deleted 2 blogs b4 this and havent been writing it for ages,,,
sorry guys..aparently thx to weng soon which accidently remind me of my blog and wow sum1 actually reads my blog..
ok special thx to hseangelica,divad ,niveus,yor,enitsirhc and bla bla bla u noe who u r..
without u guys im probably dead and thx for d supply of cancer stix from divad..
thx 4 all d time u guys spent wif me…i noe sum of u might d real bored and burning money wif me drinking ..such as "gnas rak" even tho u dun drink u still at least drink a bottle..
using money is way to easy compare to earning em..
gosh honestly i havent been living a gd life hopefully d trip to singapore for me to recover will b a gd one…dat will b my trip to recover b4 skul starts..
cant really post much here anyway since its going to b a sensitive issue..so i shall juz leave it here and mayb tok to u guys via mail of sms or phone..
err..anyone wants to get idd card from me?..i bought a stack of em thinking dat i cud use them but sighz..well its for sale now…
take care everyone..god bless..