forgiving..and forgiven..
oh meizi thx for dat..i actually did realise but apparently i said sorry and things juz arent d way it turn out …its probably diff view and diff personality…i noe but its a blog ..not trying to point out whose wrong whose rite or being sacarstic is juz mayb throwing anger out here…
but i noe its hard i cant stop wut ur thinking or ur frenz..but if writing it would hurt sumone think of d person which is writing it…doesnt it hurt double…but i guess u wont noe too..
all i noe is dun worry juz stick to her and help her out..im ok
…dats y im so damn sad…deng…UN anot…
nvr realise one…
writing this is also damn controversial..
oh today is thursday…its d day dat im suppose to celebrate my frenz bday ..sam’s bday is on 919 but too bad im not here during 919…i’ll b at singapore..
damn blur now..blank in d head
argh…TBC …TBC…to b continue..
thx for helping me to get d shirt meghan…thx so much ..and guess wut..juz nice d shirt..
i owe u one..sry dat i didnt bring any smaller notes wif me..
-i suddenly like mms so much cuz its lke showing a special momento to a fren and share it wif them..
-u can change d whole world but nvr a person…a personality shows a person and every person is unique in its own ways..* i mean personality not habits..habits is diff thing..
keep dat in mind…
take care y’all …
wif tears…gabe..
September 15th, 2005 at 5:52 am
damnnnn u emo guy. still in love wit that angel… 2 bad its up to you for being like this. Wanna help u also cant, cuz maybe u think too much… i knoe its hard to let go, the feeling so damn hurt.. but wut can u do? life isnt alwiz perfect u knoe? u win some, u lose some. U get the sweetest memories and u get the hell situation. This is the challenge in life everyone have to go through… if there is no challenge, then wut is the meaning of life?
September 15th, 2005 at 9:16 am
Man! Tht’s the thg abt a public blog. U hv to think how ppl will react… hv to write a PC blog. :p Hv to write wht’s appropriate n nice, not how u reli feel n think. Get a private blog to reli let out ur feelings-lah.
OK, I didn’t reli wanna say this ‘cos afraid u’ll take it as how it shld be… but well… since every1’s trashing…. Apparently, u need to hv a closure i.e. wht ur doing now…. remembering the good times n then let it go. A fren sed it’s aliken to bereavement i.e how u reminiscene of some1 who’s passed away. N it typically takes 3-6mths. U need to ‘talk’ abt it. U need to confront it. Not ‘talking’ abt it doesn’t mean it’s not there.
MeiZi, on a scale of 1-10, Gabe’s ‘bitching’ (if u can call tht) is actually not too bad. I knw a WH4 who bitched abt his ex to almost every1 he knws like nobody’s business for at least 6 mths!
I’m not siding sides ‘cos she’s my fren too. Thgs happen n we dunno if it’s for the best or worse till the end of the day comes. It’s hard to say wht’s right n wht’s wrong b’cos we ain’t them. We can make our own judgements based on our own views but at the end of the day, it ain’t our lives.
Gabe, every1 feels sore n bitter whn thgs dun go the way we want it to n tht’s only understandable. No matter how much ppl tell u u’ll b OK, it won’t happen until ur ready to make it happen. Cows won’t drink water if they dun want to, even if u push them, right? :p
1 of my lecturers used to say this: “U think ur a failure/loser? Wht abt all the millions of sperms who didn’t make it??? No! Ur a success n dun let any1 let u think otherwise!” <3
“It’s not how many times we fall tht’s important. It’s how many times we stand up!”