Gabe’s tale~

argh..lost in the apprentice sighz. Well is juz a game afterall ..if there isnt any losers there wont b winners rite? congrats to all d team everyone did their best to win i noe d effort spent i think i do see guys staying up late at nite too.oh yea in the end we came up with the team name Ultimo minuto…its an italian word for "last minute" since yea our work done is last minute work. after the lost of our game we went straight to an open house party without being invited juz heard from a fren that there is an open house going on and we  joined and woo hoo free dinner and yum the food is not bad..i bet wy kit enjoy the most. cuz its free.

i saw ppl holding hands in the uni. how luvly ..thinking back i use to hold hands too. U might think is some small matter but wut i think is that holding hand is really sweet ..if a guy/gal were to hold ur hands suddenly or they juz took the initiatif to hold ur hands i bet they juz simple dun wanna let u go. dun u think its true ..u eva like sum1 dat u juz wanna hold them so tightly and not let go? think abt it..

regards y’all.

a very good morning..in a couple of hours i shall be on stage competing with other teams. Juz came out from a coozy room ..felt a lil warm. i feel like shutting my eyes now im really tired. Did alot of research last minute saw some other team members staying uplate too. yea hav to get my math tutor to teach me math asap cuz nxt tuesday will b my test.im gonna get some tuition b4 i sit for any test..dun wanna screw up my test.

oh well my fren here bside me is checking thru other ppl’s frensta profile..and im peeping..i need to get some videoz of interview tomoro and looking for friends to help me out on that.

is juz a game and i guess too much effort is spent on it..is it worth it?

regards y’all.

yeap..i think we r done wif our negotiation after so long and all d stress finally we came up with a solution to set up the club and yeap january will the big show ..the charity week and yes gala dinner plus concert.

phew ..after a long nite i slept at 4am last nite during skul days …yes im done with my essay and also my lab report. this week shud b free but haha apprentice UNIM ver. is still on wednesday will b d due date for our proposal and presentation hopefully we can win which i dun think we can..but juz look at d bringht side.

oh btw i havent watch movie for sometime thinking abt the raya hols which will b the best ever movie sesion i eva had altho the movie isnt the best. i wont b watching corpse bride and initial d as im still saving it. If the show is not fated to be watched then i shall not watch it.. yea i my phone has been so quiet lately ..opps my tummy juz start making noise i guess im pretty hungry now. need to go get some food.

this sunday will b the dance party nite in my skul ..i cant wait to join altho booze is ofcuz not allowed in the skul but u can alwiz drink outside. My exam timetable is out .feel like shitty now.

anyway juz a lil update since i drop by the comp lab and printing my own lab report and helping out my fren with their report as well.i printing it for him at the mean time..im done here..so take care y’all.

regards.

well muz b wondering y am i updating my blog at this time 5 30am ..yea im doing my work and yes its true. although once in a while was distracted as msn is on and also after wut happened today. its between me and this annonymous guy i noe who is he as in "he is who’s bf" but i dunno his name and this chap came and disturbed me after i sent this msg looking for my fren. oh yea i admit yea she is a gd fren ..im not a player or well known as *screwdriver i didn’t take away ur gf or at least trying to.Cuz i noe i can’t, i should’nt and i won’t as i myself havent got over my own personal issue here and u argh… U shud trust ur gf ..toking abt it juz piss me off..but still i cant blame him as yea i noe how u feel really but its juz a lil rude to do wut u did ..well guess is my fault then ..flashing back yea i guess its really my fault being nice or mayb a lil too nice…then being too nice can also be misunderstand as * flirt yea so if ur not intend to go after some1 pls dun treat them dat nice as yea they will misunderstand..I was wonderin how to put this thing down,its bothering me..too bad that its between me and him and not her and i would ofcuz not wanna let her noe cuz d frenship will probably sunk..then there comes the pain part when u lost a close fren or use to be close fren..or mayb from a close fren to a normal fren or even worse not a fren but i noe that person type ..u get wut i mean?
and the stress part comes when i hav to stay up till this time to try looking up for info for my dean’s work..goodness 2000 words and i got only a few days man…i was typing and i stopped and i did a word count which really turns me down cuz its only like 375 words…huh?..i can do better than that cmon…my blog is more than that isnt it?.
feeling so miserable now ..i went to internet cafe juz now and i chat wif my ex gf and i dunno y the heck in the 1st place i was like so frenly and yea i on the bloody web cam cuz im at inferno OUG.
its a new internet cafe yea its a nice place but a lil warm..i was in bad condition while i smiled the whole time cuz other web cam is on the one bside me my frenz come cuz i was at the same time on my frenz camera ..really dun feel like smiling on one side but the other side tells me to smile and cheer up. so the best win-win situation is to smile..yea put on the smile and at least u make ppl feel more comfortable..who cares whether u fake d smile am i rite?
oh pls pray for my dad as he sprained his ankle last week and i havent seen him since then cuz i left the 2nd day after he sprained his ankle is not dat bad but i saw him today and holy mergatory his legs is bloated like a creatures leg ..i was really sad to see dat but i dunno in what way i hav to show him dat i care..yea i care. mum is going to sg wang tomoro to do some cosmetics stuff,..to look gd in other words. feel like going wif her not bcuz i wanna go shop cuz i dun feel secure letting my mum walk alone in KL sg wang area. but yea i do feel like shopping but not in sg wang.
hair cut today ..shud b going in a couple of hours more but was thinking of doing a corn row like some niggas..but i dunno where to do it ..oh well might as well juz cut it short..after all guys look gd in short hair ..doesnt mean they dun look gd in long hair k..

-trust is hard and when trust is given pls dun turn the person who trusted u down…its stupidity as u won’t be able to gain trust from that perticular person anymore…u won’t cuz its no longer for u.
regards…

well its friday and yea im freakin bored..as our class had been cancelled due to the air condition failure. Oh well at least i get to do my work and yea i hav to start my new research project soon and math test is coming up soon..sighz.

hmm..i wanted to go to MV today but was thinking who to go with…then for a moment i cant think of anyone so i ended up in the comp lab doing my work and im really sad as my memory card on my camera i accidently formatted it and there goes all my pics..the most important thing is the video i took..argh my one and only video.

im back at the comp lab going through my frenz list on frensta..saw some long lost frens "frens" yea rite..as though they care. anyway its nth important. Since they dun really care then there isnt any point of forcing them to notice ur presence.

yea i was going thru my closet today and i dun see any clothes which looks new to me ..gosh i need to shop so badly. replenish my clothes yea was wanderin anyone which has gr8 ideas and wanna share with me ..pls do as im joining the apprentice race nxt week hopefully i can win the digi sponsored game. Im also given the opportunity to probably make use of my position now in d club to do sumting cool..

today i was tokin to tis fren and we were tokin abt gurls yea ….gurls…a mans topic ..i bet gurls tok involve guys as well..so we were like trying to find out each others crush and stuff like dat..it was funny and also gossiping abt others..wth its so wierd huh doing this…goodness..

jeez today was the earliest day i actually come here to the comp lab and update my blog.

Well uni life is getting worse…i mean its interesting ofcuz meeting new ppl and new events but for god sake the homework r killing ..i bet im a nerd alredy.

haha anyway u guys and gurls take care..and regards to y’all..

the day started with me waking up late and i was late for class..not too late juz abt 20mins late. I actually saw a fren which juz came out from his apartment as well..so basically wut i wanna say is im not the only guy which is late. When i walked in the class i saw Dr svenka hanson..haha wut is she doing in my class when she is not teaching ..opps she is the observing lec. goodness and im late.

and the the continue with all my boring classes..then its time for a break at 4pm went back to my room to put my stuff and im out again to Sa suppose to meet up wif this SA president cuz me and my fren r suppose to set up this social club and our proposal didnt went through as our objectives and activities conflicted with other clubs which they refuse to mention..and also they juz dun want us to set up the club as we r also entertainment base club. Oh well so we actually came up wif joining with other club so we got contact of  Youth club and wow unexpected to b a nice lady which agreed instantly with our idea.

im so tired after last nite’s race and haha yea havent been sleeping nicely..and i guess is also bcuz i havent been drinking milk for two days i feel so short.haha feels like i stop growing for 2 days. Yawn..=.="

oh gosh nxt week is my math test and i think i need to do pretty well ..i noe i cant but to b optimistic.

hav been taking quite a number of pics this week..shud b updating u guys soon.

alrite thats all folks..nitez.and regards

phew..juz took my shower and currently in my frenz room continuing our math coursework which stands 45% and tomoro is the due date wonderin y am i here still updatting my blog?..oh well im lazy then ..haha nah juz wanna share my day wif y’all here. i went for the amazing race which was postponed last week and guess wut we got 4th ..a point away from the prize money ..and our team include Me, Wykit, Quek, Fang Chin and Chung Siew haha guess wut we were d 1st team to check in and u wonder y the quickest team in a race lost?.. we lost by points as we miss out a silly item a poster..and we lost by point as time wasnt taken into account ..jeez haha nxt aim will the apprentice nxt week hopefully we can make up for this lost,.. it wasnt good to lost as i made a big sacrifice in the game..haha i hav to take off my boxers during the game. That few minutes in SA is the 1st time i felt so insecure wearing no undies haha was really cooling especially the air circulation under my pants was way better than before. anyways that was part of the game..haha..sighz shame and we lost after i took my boxers off..

Finally i made myself understand more on my math and haha im lost on fluid mechanics..need to find another tutor for that. im so tired today heard from my fren that they r going to drink tonite and i was thinking whether to join haha,…goodness

my cell phone was really quiet these days as a fren is going to china for a business trip and haha juz dun wanna mentioned abt the others..haha i think bringin my cellphone aint that essential anymore everytime i was expecting a reply or a call from sum1 it turn out to b sumone else ..argh disappointed.any of heard jay’s new song? goodness haha he rox

oh a lil advertisement for my fren anyone wants to reload their phone and also order newspaper can come to me cuz my fren and i got license for e reload and my fren is getting newspaper supply to skul.

i guess its abt it for today once again..thx to all my frenz who helped out today during the race and all the team mates u guys rox and i can’t wait to join more of these sorta games wif u guys.cheerz

*i miss ur smile, smile as it makes u happier and ppl around u happier too.

oh well its been a couple of days since i said i wud update my blog i was to bz ..dreamin wondering..

the 1st thing i done when i was back from home..was celebrate my fren’s bday . this dude is Nick. he brought a bucket of KFC back for us..yay my dinner was done dat day and well i can say its d best dinner i had so far when i was here. haha..is not the food that matters is the environment and ppl around u..noe wut i mean?

i basically done some major stuff for my week and tomoro comes my lab and i’ll b having some wut bz nitez doing it. i’ve done a test on Sat is LAN test i was hoping for good results as i noe how to do em’ but unfortunately or i wonder whether the lec is trying to give us some hardtime she mentioned that our class did badly in the test ..and yesterday i did my ACP (applied chemistry and physics) test . haha dats juz awesome im pretty confident that i might get a somewhat good results altho i notice some careless mistakes occured.( i can’t seem to avoid careless mistake)

im currently bloggin in my frenz room haha teaching them math ..haha thx to heng wen my tuition teacher i manage to do most of the questions and now i can pass on the knowledge. I seem to b a lil too excited as i notice i had a new fren woo hoo isn’t gr8?

so basically thats all for the nite..juz wanna update my blog while im xcited. so regards to y’all ..Hugz

*was thinking of sumting wise to put on so my fren came up wif this - no hope is better than false hope…does it seem to b a nice quote haha figure out urself.

I’ve been doing lotsa work this week ..or u shall say im progressing real slow ..im currently im my skul’s comp lab again printing out my work..recently i seem to hang out wif some young kids in my Uni..jeez..im old. tomoro will be the day i sit for my 1st Lan test. somehow i was jiwang-ing this afternoon ..u guys probably dun understand jiwang (jiwang = a lil like day dreaming but thinking abt the pass memories/flashback) i tot of wut happened thru out this week. It was d closest distance ever i got wif this *special person haha u noe wut i mean from my title don’t u my frenz. Anyway is nth important i didnt join both group of my frenz for movies infact i stayed in to do my work and play chess. I’ve sign up for this peace talk which is limited and free for students in my skul lucky i was still in d 1st 50 student to sign up for it ..its a once in a lifetime chance to be in a peace talk forum ..i’ll see heaps of big shots there but i guess i’ll hav more pictures of my frenz sleeping there haha.

oh well i think i shall stop here since i was juz trying to update the blog and i plan to update tomoro as well so i aint gonna write alot here.

-life is so different without u..keep in touch then * a msg from u would make my day.