Gabe’s tale~

well muz b wondering y am i updating my blog at this time 5 30am ..yea im doing my work and yes its true. although once in a while was distracted as msn is on and also after wut happened today. its between me and this annonymous guy i noe who is he as in "he is who’s bf" but i dunno his name and this chap came and disturbed me after i sent this msg looking for my fren. oh yea i admit yea she is a gd fren ..im not a player or well known as *screwdriver i didn’t take away ur gf or at least trying to.Cuz i noe i can’t, i should’nt and i won’t as i myself havent got over my own personal issue here and u argh… U shud trust ur gf ..toking abt it juz piss me off..but still i cant blame him as yea i noe how u feel really but its juz a lil rude to do wut u did ..well guess is my fault then ..flashing back yea i guess its really my fault being nice or mayb a lil too nice…then being too nice can also be misunderstand as * flirt yea so if ur not intend to go after some1 pls dun treat them dat nice as yea they will misunderstand..I was wonderin how to put this thing down,its bothering me..too bad that its between me and him and not her and i would ofcuz not wanna let her noe cuz d frenship will probably sunk..then there comes the pain part when u lost a close fren or use to be close fren..or mayb from a close fren to a normal fren or even worse not a fren but i noe that person type ..u get wut i mean?
and the stress part comes when i hav to stay up till this time to try looking up for info for my dean’s work..goodness 2000 words and i got only a few days man…i was typing and i stopped and i did a word count which really turns me down cuz its only like 375 words…huh?..i can do better than that cmon…my blog is more than that isnt it?.
feeling so miserable now ..i went to internet cafe juz now and i chat wif my ex gf and i dunno y the heck in the 1st place i was like so frenly and yea i on the bloody web cam cuz im at inferno OUG.
its a new internet cafe yea its a nice place but a lil warm..i was in bad condition while i smiled the whole time cuz other web cam is on the one bside me my frenz come cuz i was at the same time on my frenz camera ..really dun feel like smiling on one side but the other side tells me to smile and cheer up. so the best win-win situation is to smile..yea put on the smile and at least u make ppl feel more comfortable..who cares whether u fake d smile am i rite?
oh pls pray for my dad as he sprained his ankle last week and i havent seen him since then cuz i left the 2nd day after he sprained his ankle is not dat bad but i saw him today and holy mergatory his legs is bloated like a creatures leg ..i was really sad to see dat but i dunno in what way i hav to show him dat i care..yea i care. mum is going to sg wang tomoro to do some cosmetics stuff,..to look gd in other words. feel like going wif her not bcuz i wanna go shop cuz i dun feel secure letting my mum walk alone in KL sg wang area. but yea i do feel like shopping but not in sg wang.
hair cut today ..shud b going in a couple of hours more but was thinking of doing a corn row like some niggas..but i dunno where to do it ..oh well might as well juz cut it short..after all guys look gd in short hair ..doesnt mean they dun look gd in long hair k..

-trust is hard and when trust is given pls dun turn the person who trusted u down…its stupidity as u won’t be able to gain trust from that perticular person anymore…u won’t cuz its no longer for u.
regards…

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