Gabe’s tale~

i bought a christmas card for a fren but i went to the post office and notice that it would take more than a week to raech the destination which will b after christmas and i was thinking whether to send and in the end i didnt send it..i’ll proably pass it to that person if i see the person around.
sighz..time passes real quick and im going to turn 20 soon…my 1st step to the 20’s..
recently i had a fren which had a crush on a guy younger than her..and she was asking whether its correct..haha all i said is ..y not?..
yesterday i went out with kar sang,beng and sheng wa…
well beng is leaving soon so ..shall wish him here all d best and bon voyage
sheng wa ..guess i need to say that he changed ..he is 68kgs…haha fat ass..hmm..he is only around my height 68kgs…muz b having a sweet time with the gf..mayb wife latter in life..
was happy to see him living a gr8 life…no wonder he is gaining while me on other hand losing shit lotsa weight stressing myself..
lately the phone is like the main distration to me..everytime i see the phone …i’ll feel like picking it up and dial the same old num which i alwiz dial altho usually no one picks up the phone…silly huh?
while i was writing this blog i kept my frens blog on …she had a wonderful blog..on msn space and the reason of keeping it on is bcuz she uploaded this french song…i guess.which is lovely..
juz  wont get bored listening to it…kinda emo.
frenz were asking me lately wutcha doin for christmas and bday..apparently i cant answer them like i use to within a sec i would hav heaps of plans and party going on ..guess this marks my 20th bday a silent one…i cracked my head thinking wut hav i done for the pass 20 yrs…other than learning some god damn …freaky experience its basically a nerd.
got a hair cut today…planing to bake some cookies tomoro ..at least trying to learn ..cuz i tot it would b something gr8 to give it to someone special as a christmas present..well not the value but as a fren said its the sincereity that counts..pls make it a sucess ..i shall pray to god
thx for those frenz which remembered my bday ..cheerz to y’all.
was toking to a fren lately abt some pass time stories she was asking whether im fine and recovered …i was like oh yea as long as u dun mentioned it..*is that recovered???
but was toking and then suddenly we were toking abt how to treat ur love ones…i was like .err…don’t know but definitely not too good..as u’ll spoil them and probably u’ll ask y not arent u suppose to love ur love ones to the max..yea but still nvr too gd..it wont work out to be like wut u wanted but …all i can say is if i were given a chance to i’ll probably be the opposite of wut i say…can nvr not b treating that person too good.
oh well thats all i guess…may u all hav a wonderful xmas and godbless..

no progress since the study break started..wanted to study but aint havin the feeling yet ..currently in the cafe with my dear fren kar sang..chit chating doing some guys tok ,..(not only gals can hav gals tok).

life is juz alrite..was wondering whether i can do well in my exams and also i got heaps of stuff to settle  especially the club thingy..stress man..

recently meet up with my fren ..visited her while she worked was happy to see her..but seem like we r such ordinary fren. haha sighz..was hoping to at least tok to her more but cant as she is working. lotsa things juz came to mind ..all those emo thingy u noe..

damn …thinking abt my PEF coursework i havent done it ..crap and life is so shitty ..christmas is near and i got no plans but to study so far…but am looking forward to celeb bday ..shud b a gr8 day to spend with frenz.

its only a 2day week ..i was in skul on monday and on monday itself..i’ve got the best ever bday present so far..
u noe wut really matters is the sincerity and ofcuz the thought …
i’ve received this really sweet present ..which is the 1st time i ever got such a thing..its a box and when i opened it..it was a home baked cheesecake…and thats not all lower down the box is a card and a bottle of liqiour..omg..thx to my dear fren here patsy..oh well..seriously dunno how to react sorry that all i noe is to thank u and thank u over and over again..u shudnt hav done dat …
in order to let u guys actually hav and idea wut i’ve said juz now here are some sneek peek of my present..dun b jelez..^^
this is d cake when were halfway thru it…i wonder if there is a way to preserve the cake..i juz dun feel like eating it..and keep it my entire life to remember this moment..
oh btw ..u noe i hav this fren which is a lady killer..aka chic magnet in my skul he is a fren of mine..
so show u how he looks..
haha cool?…his name is Mr. nicholas lee..
he can play bball and soccer well..
not to mention the gd looks he has..haha

oh yea a gd news which i was so happy abt it this week is dat i’ve done my test and its study break a lil time to rest but not too much as finals r coming real soon and another thing which i really wish to tell u guys..
not to show off..but yay im in the uni bball team..im the 1st pick for shooting guard and yes in the 1st team..was really glad to play for the uni as i havent play any tournaments for ages and also not in a bball team for quite sometime and is time for training..thinking back of those days was juz fun.
OMG ..i got ditched..haha..from a fren,.doesnt wanna tok to me..OMG , WTH ,BBQ..from sumwhere aha..and also KNN..
yawn is time to sleep,..take care folks..
all the best may ur dream come thru..

hehe guess whos back..my bro huatster juz came back from Oz..
yeaman is time to hang out wif him.
celebrated a frenz bday today at this place in hartamas.fantastic place as we had fondue..
cheese and choc fondue..
juz feel like eating everything in the restaurant but its kinda costy tho..choc banana..yum ..
didnt took much pic…sighz wasted too bz enjoying the food.
its really nice meeting all the frenz back from Oz altho i havent been free to meet up some important ppl like ivy and cruz i wonder whether they got the job i recommend.anyway juz all d best to them
…so happy dat i finished my exams on LAN…wish i cud pass and from now on i will nvr remember a single event on malaysian history cuz it suck..
wow ..engineering students are nerds..haha im one  of them..damn stone and nerdy now..wth..no life.shit i think in the future my wife wud b a nerd ahha..nerd family.
haha opps guess i hav to cancel of one of the chic in my skul as a potential gf cuz haha proven no chance ..haha jkjk
life is so unfair ..ppl who come across ur life right infront of u waiting for u but she is not the one u desire…and who u really love ..loves sumone else..
shitty huh..
so juz live wif it life is unfair …if u ended up unlucky trust me ..ur juz unlucky juz wait for ur turn to b lucky..and if only ppl can juz appreciate wuts there for them..and stop playing it like a game.
wth ..typing shit..haha
OMG…goddess in my skul..every guy thinks she is hot…but she is also hot too ..haha 2 hot gurls in my skul but none available..wth haha..juz treat it like artifacts that u cant afford..can only enjoy seeing it..haha
yay..study break i get to enjoy a day off during christmas and bday dun hav to study
..anyway u guys take care..opps gurls too
hugs to all of u …god bless..

in another week i’ll b having my study break and yes its for study no time to chill ..sighz. this week seems happening on sunday it self is dance nite and i taken some pix awaiting to upload them wheni hav the chance to..an unexpected call on sunday nite but unfortunately i didnt get to pick up the phone call as its too fun dancing ..after that we drink as in booze in the uni *opps break the skul rules…argh who cares anyway. we were playing the game big fish and small fish..sounds lame but its fun i mean all drinking games are for fools isnt it?..fools.

the nxt day monday we carry on with more programmes ..steamboat for dinner ..in campus as well..yum ..was really full no one seem to care abt the test on tuesday..its engineering math oh well i noe nuts abt it.All i noe is i got source for thumbdrives 1gb for 140-150 negotiable haha..who wants. good deal tho. i noe i did badly in the test but well shudnt be that bad afterall aimless so wateva goes..went to internet cafe for games after test and on wednesday try to do my lab report for thursday …haha impress havent done the lab but started writing the report. slept at 5 in the morning woke up notice that i juz miss another morning in my life. and now im waiting to go out 2 shop as fcuk is having sales …i heard dat is juz rumours but no harm to go check it out.. my frens are working in penang now miss them so much.

guess im spending another lonely christmas this yr + bday…sad huh..4 months ago i tot it was going to be a gr8 yr..cuz im turning 20 and ..leaving the 1’s..my age will now start wif 2’s.  i saw this really nice post some days ago ..im trying to find it again and post it cuz its really meaningful..luvly.

*regards

juz incase u guys dun get wut i said previously i got some pic to update u guys..juz some shots to show u my presentation on my proposal. Its the apprentice UNIM ver. thats me and my partner…im the team leader. yea so basically those r the pics taken i noe its blur cuz im moving around telling the audience my proposal. i got more of those probably nxt time as i got quota when i post pics.

god bless 2moro is my test and yea lotsa wierd things happen lately..haha its somewhat a gd thing i guess..and i hope. i had steamboat tonite ..really filling ate alot. yum yum~

anyone believe in fate?..
i hav this fren which i care alot..and i alwiz call her at the wrong time is either she is bz or sleeping or studying and well…one remark of not fated to tok ..but as time goes by we got to know each other more..and lately we havent been tokin..as we r not suppose to cuz she had a bf and im like the 3rd party which i think mayb cuz i care so much.but not that i wanna go interupt the relationship no intention on doing that..feels like i lost a fren cuz i can no longer befriend with this gr8 fren. phew..this feeling sucks really..but at the same time feel happy for her as well as she doesnt hav to worried so much anymore. best regards. U noe no matter wut happen im alwiz a msg away if u can still remember if not dun worry abt it..
previous post ..seems like i miss out some fun part ..i went to midvalley on thursday and we meet up wif some new frenz. thru a fren of mine and me and frenz came out wif this wierd idea dat we all act like we r international student and i got a role of being a korean. so we hang out with those 3 new frenz and our fren are made up of me(korean),chung siew(HK),ren yi(china) and fang chin(singapore) and we all really fooled them the whole nite but in the end we let them noe we r all malaysians and they were shocked. i guess we put up a gd show.
sighz..still kinda moody now due to wut happened..now i noe how important that person is..u nvr noe till they r not around.
anyway dats all ..i guess updating my blog twice a day is a lil too much ..spaming ppl’s mail.
can sum1 give me a hug or give me a hand so i cant stand up again..juz feel like staying down on my knees and let the rain pour on me…i shall get a shower now..
regards.

DE JA VU….oh no after failing to win the apprentice i failed again..this time is not juz a game is my LAN test.(malaysian studies). my goodness how on earth i get such low marks..i remember i can do all the ques and i manage to answer them and i failed??..r u ok Ms.lecturer. i wonder how u get the papers marked. Oh i stayed up late to study my LAN again and today;s test was worse ..i cant do nuts.
im home now thx kar mun for giving me a ride to d LRT.
Things  are juz getting wierd nowadays  remember i told u that my phone is kinda quiet? its not quiet now and yea msgs start coming and well no big deal juz frenz not flirting also..pls. surprisingly last nite i got the msg that i hav been waiting for so long from this person i missed so much but its only some simple msg and the conversation only last for 2 sms. I noe its hard to get the chance to msg this fren cuz both sides r restricted i guess in a way which u would not wanna noe. Make fool of my self yesterday playing bball..argh i juz suck at it.
oh yea a fren of mine juz doesnt seem to b very happy these days,not a very close fren but seeing the lost smile makes u feel like sumting is wrong too..i juz sent a msg to her and hopefully she’ll get well soon. oh thx to these frenz *steven or sellina or both ..dunno who bought the dinner but thx ..
well gonna hav some bz week nxt week and my frenz r going to work outstation ..may their journey b safe.
thx doug ..haha for at least spending ur time reading my blog so happy dat u did drop a comment haha..miss u dude..wuts up wif germany. aww..i bet ppl r smooching in the streets too thats wut i alwiz see in NZ..i juz miss dat place but apparently i dun feel like going back ..bitter memories.
haha hopefully i’ll hold the rite person’s hands…u noe i wudnt wanna simply hold some hands.
anyway regards to y’all ..haha opps sorry to sound so sentimental on the previous post.

*simple msgs from a fren will alwiz make ur day..reply to make their day too