Gabe’s tale~

I juz finished being the lousiest refree eva and also not to mention being the recognize as the most bias refree i guess..i juz simply didnt did a gd job.

sighz .. an additional thing that hits me real hard is dat i’ve juz lost the 3point shootout..which i tot i won and all out of a sudden the rules and regulation hav changed without prior notice. argh..is juz not fair..*i think

things juz went out of control these days ..as my fren tot i was picking on his gurl (not his gurl but the gurl he likes)..jeez wuts wrong man. He is pretty jelez when the gurl msged me and stuff like dat i was like huh??

and now my phone is so screwed that i cant type 1 4 7 and * on my phone. That really sux as i cudnt reply sms and calls.

Sighz i guess i shudnt get close to any gurls as i might cause trouble which is proven or i might simply juz fall for a gurl..

i juz miss the feeling of having a person to cuddle with..as a fren reminds me of that. Nowadays i cudnt help myself but thinking of the feeling which i miss so much. not the person but the feeling get wut i mean?

oh well i guess its pretty normal rite? pls agree this with me doug…

at the mean time take care …best regards

its valentines day..and u see im here updating my blog..sad huh?
my frenz went home to celebrate valentines with their love ones..(some of them i mean)
haha i played bball today…and guess wut its a 13 game straight wins..which made my day ..no lost for today and mayb thats my valentines gift from god. pathetic.
toking abt valentines there is this valentines fever going on in my uni.
one of the event is where u can send ur kisses to ur love ones (suppose to b) or u can probably play a prank on ur fren. afterall is valentines sharing is caring..so share ur love.^^
well basically telling u dat juz to let u noe haha,,i received 4 kisses which is all prank..sad to say that
haha but i do hav some pics to show u how crazee dat was.
in the class early in the morning with those kisses..
look …

anyone seen a valentines meal?..haha show u some valentines special meal
my heart shape fish hows dat?.

this is one of my fren which got my face stamped…
she is turning 17 this yr..amazing?

thats all for today folks..
may those coupled frenz hav a gr8 date and those who r not …get urs asap..
haha  valentines day

As usual im in the comp lab in my skul,i juz came back from One Utama. I accompanied my frenz there as they were looking for valentine’s gift. 2 of them looking. Haha i was there looking at all the valentine mood in all the shops.

i woke up at 8 today with only one thing in mind which is to wake my fren up as she is going for a medical check up and she needs to wake up early. i wasnt thinking of why but willingly to do it?..am i desperate?..nah i guess not. juz being nice dats all..but i slept after calling and wake up juz b4 i was late for class.

yesterday nite, i was in skul and me and a couple of frenz make a walk to our skul fountain whch is a really gd spot for couples. i sat there alone ..i look up and look at the stars…its so nice the cold air flowing through and the stars shining brightly in the sky not juz ordianary stars like those u c in the city. the experience of looking at the stars at some really deserted place looks so much better. i would like to try to b there to view the sunrise or mayb sunset.

the more i write my blog the more memories comes back to me..now i kinda lost the drive to continue writing my blog..it seems like i write it more for myself as my own history. to remind me of wut i did. how silly i use to be ..getting sad with lil things.

i send a sms …with lotsa hope but its a one way ticket. i wasnt going to send but was not feeling very well therefor is like going for a try hoping for a reply …but it turns out to be and empty wish. i wasnt feeling well as i fell and was sorta being hurt on purpose by some shitty ppl from "inti college" sorta got scratches here and there. no big deal anyway

its 2am i shud make a move now ..gd nitez and take care.

life is full of 1st times….

i was force to wake up today as my fren was knocking on my room door this morning..i opened it and i cant see my fren ..he was on the floor..as his ankle was sprained yesterday. seeing him on the floor worries me..

i woke my other fren up and get him to the hospital as it looks pretty serius. its a gov hospital i can say its looks pretty lousy not to mention the docs.

i saw heaps of criminals with handcuffs seeing docs there and one of them sat bside me. I was like (i’ll b the 1st to b hostage if the guy is planning sumting bad)..hell scary but according to my fren they look like rapist.

my fren got a cast on his leg and he wanted to get clutches ..unfortunately the hospital went outa clutches..?? wth?

so me and my frenz will b live walking clutches for him at the moment. i havent had my dinner and its almost 2 in the morning.

i’ve actually decorated my frenz cast with my unique drawing. haha..i’ll show u guys one day

skul juz started and i, still not ready for studies…i cant understand my lecs…

dats pretty bad.

anyway i hav to make a move as i need to wake up early for skul tomoro,

at the mean time all d best

it was an unexpected nite..can believe this is so true. i use to tok to u so often and we r such ordinary close frenz tat we basically crap around, this time around i saw u as a frozen person. im so shy to even look into ur eyes  .
i juz finish reading my frenz blog,the title of the blog is called angel its so true and the way he present it in words is so thoughtful. gosh im so emo..i spend a nite with all my close frenz..we were drinking and toking all the typical guy stuff that we usually tok abt and the atmosphere is so wrong to be alone.
the music that flow to me makes me feel like im having a nite in some club or bars. after all the drinking we were playing cards ..*gambling i shall put it.
i won some money ..not bad huh?
but drinking is bad for health.
i dunno how to tell my fren that i dun hav his pic in my comp..cuz i remembered i cut it and paste it for him but now he is asking for it ..i juz dunno how to let him noe that the pics r no longer exist in my comp.
i went to my frenz aunty’s house ..its fun they played mah jong there which i dunno how to play all i did was look and mentally support my fren altho he lost in the end..but who cares as long as ur happy.

*if only im a magician ..i’ll do all the magic in the world to make u happy
*if only u’ll tok to me ..i would tok to u foreva
*if only i own everything…i’ll giv u all the stars u wanted
if only…

valentines is near anyone got plans going on?..
^^ doug ..u can alwiz buzz me here..im worse than a lone soul here..:P

its almost 3 in the mornin..
i juz came back ..after having a long day..basically didnt spend any time at home.
i was out since morning ..to catch the worst movie of all ..syriana.
dun watch it pls..it sux to the max..
i fell asleep after paying 11bux for that lame ass show.
got to go out with some frenz whom we havent meet up for ages.
SW and ernest…we were out to MV for the shitty movie and for a meal b4 that i paid a visit to ernest’s house..haha to get ang pao and ofcuz to send my regards.
went to my cousin’s place in johor i ate her ferrero choc and i juz eat non stop..but they r the best cousins eva…haha hyper generous.
and yea its almost end of my hols and im gonna start skuling again …sighz..sad huh?
i’ve changed my nick to accidentally in luv..
instantly i got all the msgs popping in..asking who is that..haha
im not in a very gd mood as i lost all the game i played today.
and now i cudnt sign in msn..
gosh ..how sad heard from my fren that wut i want most probably wont come true as haha the demand of wut i want is too high..catchy..
sighz..its new yr and im sighing…gonna turn u guys off..
i think i do hav some new pics but im so lazy to post em.
doug how r u doing there??..miss u dude..i need someone to tok to so badly..
my bros..john and graham in NZ thx for all the regards .
my fren juz bought a BMW in NZ..wth>?,,,
yawn..im so tired feel lke getting some sleep ..
still got lots to catch up tomoro ..
im gonna miss the morning sun again .
here again to wish y’all happy CNY..
ciaoz