Gabe’s tale~

I went to collect my pay alone yesterday afternoon, small amount and i juz lost the drive to work the fullest like b4.
apparently i cought up with some long lost frenz and had a lil chit chat. Sumtimes things r better kept secret then xposed not that i really mind but it does affect more or less. now kinda moody but think abt it no big deal juz part of growing up.
i juz went to genting last week and its only another 24 hours i’ll b heading back to that hill top which belongs to uncle LIM. empty promises really do pisses other off. recently a fren was given some empty promises including my family too..pretty screw up the hope.
my fren all the way from germany is back to update me with chinese songs.
wut a shame. i miss the band i saw in genting i’ll b back to visit them hopefully they can still recognize me. they r one of the most prefect band i saw preforming live.
towards the end of my hols …getting really bored especially today. called up my frenz and they cudnt make it out their house bz doing their own thing…
so i juz stayed home repeating wut i did over and over again..fell asleep the whole afternoon after waking up at 12 and slept at 2 to 8
basically a full day in my dreams
my dad and mum muz b thinking they hav the laziest son eva.
i’ve plan out wut i need to do in the new academic yr ..
im hesitating to give up the presidency of basketball club cuz im tired of it.
the least i can do today is to call up a fren and played guitar in his house and played some lame game which i normally wont even bother to touch but im juz trying to release stress so i went slashing in the game and also crashing the car in the game.
..think of it its been really long since i’ve last updated my blog.
all the time i was blog hoping reading other ppl’s blog thinking my blog is juz another one of those blog i read.
i remember i posted blog which turned into a war zone between me and my ex which after my case i saw similar to mine and i still stand for those which reflects me..EGOISM
anyone noes anybody who trades crude oil? kindly let me noe pls. looking for contacts which might help me in the future for jobs.
i had alot of time for myself lately i started to miss NZ..my bros there altho we aint close anymore but once a bro foreva a bro.
the last genting trip was ok didnt do much outdoor activity as my frenz from uni werent very active outdoors they prefer to do other stuffs than those thrill rides and more health cautious.
its so random for me to b updating my blog…guess i only do it at certain times and so far its everytime im feeling down. but my hols has been gr8
since the start of redang to langkawi then payar then singapore and johor and then genting.
i’ve been shocked by electricity at home a couple of times …everytime my frenz harddisk and my laptop seem to hav current overflow. the 1st few times was crazee i actually jump up and shouted. then slowly i juz reacted and move my hands away real quick everytime i feel that shock.
i wore a triangular undie today ..its been a while since i last put on one..it feels really awkward as i’ve been wearing boxer for 4 yrs now.
hmm tired now…im alwiz bz entertaining ppl and now looking for some one to actually to juz talk to me or even spend sometime with me and i notice no one actually bothers…^^ loner..
they probably dun even get it when i hint to them.
sux…nitez…im juz showing some anger. try not to mind abt dat.
gd luck to this person which is joining the dance thingy in fitness first tomoro ..wish u all the best.
god bless me and my family - amen