Gabe’s tale~

SORRY…to my buddy KOK LIM
i actually took his bday for granted. i tot it was like a joke when he told me its his satan bday.
his bday is on 06 06 06.
I cudnt make it genting with him as i hav to attend a training nxt morning.
i’ll make it up to u one day.

My bro and i were reading this real farnee essay. As my bro is doing proof reading for these frenz. Their english wasnt dat gd and i noe is mean to say that those errors they made can seriusly make u laugh ur lungs out.

i went out with my buddy which i havent seen for ages as he is bz working and saving money to study overseas. He was telling me abt gurls we noe thru roadshows which we use to work in. Some how he mentioned abt things which really brings back lotsa sweet moments such as how i noe those ppl and those silly things we do . Yea and he asked me whether i hav feelings with bla bla. All this r like usual guys talk. Haha well to b honest i do hav feeling for a gurl. Oh well it seems like there isnt much effort done to court this gurl and i wud most probably conclude that i hav no chance in this relationship, then again im not gonna take it as wut i use to think abt relationship. Its now more like giving it a try if i failed i’ll juz move on and im young *21 this yr (its consider young rite??) i hav all the time in the world alot more yet to b explored.

Back to where i was, later on i went out with the bday boy and some frenz for a drink. We had this talk abt gurls in our course at 1st. Someone came up with listing gurls in my class whos hot and whos not. So we came up with almost similar answer such as the top 3 is basically the same ppl without taking into account the placing.
later on we r back to saying our past relationships ..haha it rox when u think back and then u dun mind now. U juz said it  out how shitty is ur past relationship, some of them is abt cheating and all sorts of reasons given by their partners saying we dont *click and all those bullshit. seeing it now in a mature way i can say my past relationship was crap. Its more like wut u see on TV drama. think back on those days is like wuteva i do for my ex, im having this thot that she is the one and all i get is an answer from her that says *she is not the one. After seeing david’s blog i noe gurls arent easy to deal with. lolz
they r so random and they can b real mean. i tot only guys wud b like those players who sleeps around, who the hell wud think of gurls sleeping around, cheating while u were like so naive at the age of 18. haha is like we havent really got exposed to this kinda thing and when it happens..ouch it hurts real bad.

anyway thats juz me bitching and saying my stories. U judge it on ur own.
lolz miss u ppl who r my frens and currently overseas take gd care.
those having exams all the best
and to those coming back hav a safe and pleasant trip back and i’ll catch up with u all.
ciaoz

i was quite demotivated this morning as u noe i cudnt get *the date
sighz haha but oh well at least i spend some precious time with frenz and damn william’s only open after 7pm so we went all the way to KJ and cudnt get that Indo mee Lai Liew Ha. Serius no joke i heard is damn nice. In the end we had Marco’s pizza. lolz 4 regular pizza for 4 person.
OMG…1st time a person said my blog is worth reading. lolz *smiling,laughing, doing wuteva a happy person does. Im so happy…lolz
yea was suppose to say i read thru doug’s blog, Awesome but not so emo nowadays the trend has been changed. He is now more matured and i juz like his blog but wut he quoted there was my frenz blog is in chinese but its hell nice. reading his blog is like reading a story summary. although i wudnt recommend u there now as there is a war on his blog now. Lotsa comments flooding in having diff thoughts.
Now i noe not having a mum at home is nitemare i havent eaten home cook food for 4days altho is usual in skul but its diff now cuz im at home and its my hols mama went outstation. I ate outside these days.
I miss her..haha but well i dunno, i dun think wut i dreamt is coming thru anyway. All i hav is time being single is not dat bad. In certain extent quite bad also seeing ur fren smooching with their gf *hint haha yea U
yay redang trip is confirmed. beach, sun and err…ahem yes thats it *fishes lolz

yawn. i cant sleep, dunno y ..seems like im missing someone..or sumting but i think is someone..lolz
recently i hav been bored and i mean it..really really bored.
i woke up hoping that i can do sumting but ended up calling all the frenz and they r bz.
frenz bz gaming nowadays. pro gamer sial..
recently i talked to my fren in germany everyday (my bro) haha then is like alwiz the common thing to talk abt..gurls in our lifes..
i was sleeping juz now but now i feel sick so i woke up..and online.
i actually dreamt abt her..lolz..getitng serius.
my hols plan is not going smooth,,sighz
im bz finding out my plans for this 3 months..havent started on any research for my own business..had an idea but havent think deeply into it..
i wonder when will i hav the courage again to tell her i like her..lolz
wth am i talking abt..redang is my only hope for hol trip hope it goes well..

this is *the car* my dream car ofcuz

this car is displayed in my room..i got the model of this car *lolz

this is a M6..
wth

alrite there are ferraris but …dun feel like posting it..haha some other time

its been so long..
i do wanna update my blog all the time but im juz lazy lolz
but now..i finally motivated myself to update it..cuz i hav been dreaming me updating my blog for several nitez dy. cant sleep well.
i went to the motorshow last nite. and guess wut not much cars not much gurls.
its alrite..at least i get to see some concept cars altho is not the best but wut can i ask for when im paying only RM5 plus its malaysia.
went to work today …its so bored and i got sore legs as i havent work for so long..sighz my pay is getting lower.
shit man i miss those days working and earning lots..haha
…haha oh i hav no mood to update blog dy…i too happy and excited..haha this feeling was with me like yesterday also….after calling a fren which i love to talk to so much and im so happy now i forget wut i shud write on the blog. lolz haha.
i havent been having enuf food these days didnt ate enuf.
getting skinnier…im basically a walking skeleton.
oh my lan results is out..but i havent got the time to check …sighz lazy me
i better go check now.
i got pix of motorshow to update u guys someday later.

sighz…i cudnt stop myself from not sighing…
i went back to skul today..to picked up my leftover junk …in skul and pretty much happened today
i felt so sorry for a fren which actually borrowed me her notes and i lost her notes..not intentionally but  there r reason behind dat. i juz dunno how to pay back she probably hate me for the rest of her life ..oh well not like nobody hates me..i guess almost everyone hates me. Cuz im like the cause of all the shit dat happened rite?
hmm..frenz are moody as well..such a coincidence.
i told my fren abt how pissed i was today which for no reason my mood was spoiled when i try to return sumting to my fren and all i got was some shitty result. and i sorta got screwed.
well at least the rest of d day was gd enuf when i can spend time with my buddies in kayell…
i miss NZ..
altho its home here but NZ feels more like home * with my bros
argh ..i;ve lost my pen drive…such a lousy season.
i miss those days working with frenz and hangin out together after work …
chit chat on the phone …
hmm..i cant continue typing its almost 6…im enjoying chatting with my frenz now…not in the mood to update but will do when i feel lyk tho.
im such a loser …updating blog mentioning abt this…
feels lyk gossiping but i think im juz saying general stuff and my personal stuff so shudnt b  a prob i guess..

well i juz took my shower.
b4 my shower i called a fren which is probably the most important person of my life now..all my ups and downs basically much influence by her.
for once i get thru and talked to her juz like b4..same old days.
last week a day b4 my finals for moral..i actually attended my frenz bday party at damansara..
haha she shud b grateful that me and my frenz all turned up dat nite. and basically all of us r sitting the test the nxt day.
seeking accomadation lately is such a headache …
still not sure where am i going to stay coming sem hopefully i can get a gr8 place with gr8 ppl ofcuz
my house in broga will b done by this august.
not sure how am i going to sit for my finals.
im so nervous and dats probably bcuz i noe nuts abt wut was going on this sem.
well i think i hav to get going cuz i need to rush my PEP by today .
sighz.
take care y’all
god bless

sighz..soon i’ll b sitting for my finals and i’ll b heading for second yr
everyone is now bz looking for accomodation of campus as we cant stay in campus anymore.
this week’s highlight is actually on monday where quek one of my fren whom recently celebrated his sucess in the husting for the SA commitee he is the entertainment director..
so i guess he’ll be making some money soon. oh well thats wut i think so not saying that he is doing that but i think he is going to do that.
so he treated quite a number of ppl for lunch dat day and yea everyone seem to ordered xtra food that day. its a memorable day as i dun think u see him treating, its like a miracle.

i was really bored juz now,sitting in my frenz room. they were chit chatting and i was trying to read but in the end nth went into the brain. so i txt-ed (lolz) my fren  and they were shouting my name in the campus which is pretty loud but i juz cudnt hear as i was too far and they called my cell and telling me they were shouting. then i walked out and i saw them shouting from one room. soon after i saw them i got msgs coming in from my frenz who stayed around the area telling me i got frenz shouting my name asking me where the hell am i…shame on me…

went to gym today …pretty tired after playing with some equipments..notice im not suppose to b in the gym as most of my frenz are really fit and im like some sick kid going to gym…
and we played bball in the rain after that.
sumting new i found in the room ..my fren left his tortoise here in my other frenz room..where im currently staying, Its basically packed with all this creatures from tarantula to crickets(food for the tarantula),tortoise-s (2 of em’) , and my fren said a centepede came in the room and they cant find it…!!! * u get wut i said ..hell its a centepede
and they r telling me dun worry its small…oh well i dun care whether its big or small its still venemous…haha..yea its freaky.

YAWN…im tired nitez
take care

was supposed to update my blog once i reached uni after that annual dinner thingy but instead went out with frenz till late and reached skul around 5 30am. Woke up around 11 as i hav moral test at 12 45pm woke up feeling like a zombie. took the test and well it didnt went that well but who cares who ask the lame teacher to hav the test after the annual dinner. Im currently sitting here in my frenz room beside his tarantula . yea ..im serius its a huge spider. well its harmless as long as u dun harm it. i still havent got the courage to open up the tank and take the spider out without my fren around. i dunno its me or wut i notice the spider shrunk. the 1st time i saw it it was like my palm. now its slightly smaller.

yay i’ve juz finish working out how the photo album on frensta work and i’ve uploaded five pics there as i only hav 50 slots there…that not even an album at my rate of uploading i can only uplaod ten times. 10 x 5 = 50 .
haha juz incase sum of u dun get it.
there is math test tomoro. damn i juz miss my meeting for youth club today as i was really sick, but i’ve inform my fren hopefully i dun get punished or wuteva for this.
yea thinkin abt the math test im gettin  really nervous. dun think i can do it well ….
i’ll do wuteva i can .
it was easter last nite. u guys had any easter eggs?..as in eggs or chocs…
i had both…but the easter here sux..thinking back of those times in NZ where easter i get free chocs in college. lolz…
yum~…
chocs my fav.
anyway thats all if u guys r free do check out the photo album.
regards.
gabe

gosh i woke up today…going for my class test which weigh 50% ..
is that crazee or wut..i read but i juz cant seem to do it.
oh well i screwed up the test…feeling really moody.
i even swear in the class while doing it cuz im stuck..i hope it doesnt disturbed all my classmates.
i juz read a frenz blog she asked whether its correct going out with another guy alone when she alredy hav a bf …oh wut do u think?
argh..sick this is so sick cuz i got test one day before and one day after annual dinner how can i enjoy my last day of fun when i got so many things in hand..
im going to look like a dork..during annual dinner.
i juz cant seem to noe how can i screwed up the test is not that hard frankly speaking but i blame it on the teacher tho cuz seriusly we havent done any exercise on that subject and seriusly not expecting any kind of question as i dun even hav an idea wut is like??
oh well its over i cant do anything abt it …
i called someone special last nite..but i was too nervous to say anything it ended short but was happy enuf to hear from her..lolz
juz hope to get some pics tomoro to update my photo album oh yea i’ve juz created my photo album on frensta but havent posted any pics ..cuz i havent tried to use it. i guess the annual dinner will b some fresh pics to b loaded in that photo album.
take care everyone..

Oh well happy to know that me and the band made it thru the unim idol and we r all set for the finals.
gonna start practicing on the songs.
i’ve juz learned a song called *who needs the world - nick carter
its a nice acoustic song.
yesterday i was toking to *her online ..and yes its the gurl i’ve said on april fool.
i told her wateva im suppose to sed..haha and all i got is smileys..oh i guess she is being nice ..lolz
dun wanna ditch me off juz like dat. but its pretty obvious i’ve got the answer.
oh shitty im still using my mum’s cell phone. and i juz cant wait to see my phone again. Sorry kwo kuang i got ur msg but i cant reply u and tell u dat there is no lab today. My mum’s phone credit is expired. i’ve no time to reload for her..lolz
i’ve miss my heat and mass transfer class today .sighz..
how am i going to pass that paper.
i went to the CF gathering dat day the band was gr8 ..the drummer is juz awesome…the rest err…
still alrite.
havent had those motivation boost for long as i havent attended any service in church…no time tho. I bet u cant believe i use to b my church youth fellowship president.
I came online my fren in aussie juz asked me *so u found ur partner for annual dinner..
i was like nope..^^ ..wateva ler …my table is full …3-4 couples plus me haha solo
gd that i dun hav my LAN class this week for once got some time to rest.
basically that all..i havent hav enuf sleep need to take a break .