Gabe’s tale~

today its going to b a very hectic day..i wont b studying soon cuz i’ve got so many things on hand ..
not to mention problems as well.
its my frenz bday 2day we’ve all came up with this brilliant surprise but ended up with some unforeseen circumstances its blown but its still a gd thing dun feel bad WYWY its alrite. its an accident tell u wut..i’ve accidentally sent my bday dinner plan surprise to angelica. and guess it went wrong too so dun get too sad over it.
Im sorry for being harsh to some frenz these days..no mood ler.
sorry again.
today’s bday surprise one person is missing tho…lolz oh well wateva as long as ur happy steven.
im still online suppose to start with sumting with my studies but juz cant ..lazy sighz plus juz dun seem to get over wut i’ve done so silly. On April fool bleks..dats probobly the worst thing i’ve done so far. Then now i saw her online wanted to explain dat im serious but too late. there isnt any opportunity for me to do so.
Unim idol - i might b taking part depending on my fren cuz he might wanna play the guitar. still unsure abt it tho tomoro is d day. i wonder they accept last minute participation.
My phone is suppose to reach me today guess my fren is juz BZ..i wonder..how many times do i need to go thru this ..false hope. I havent use a cell phone for like 2 weeks for a young people this is like the worse nite mare ever…without a cell phone.
^^ oh well looking at it , not much diff since no one really finds me. plus its a distraction having a phone too..makes me send silly msgs.
take care y’all

whos da fool on this day..
i guess its me.
I guess most of the people today would probably play a prank on their friends and well i’ve got mine planned.
its 4 30am and i juz done my moral assignments.
I was chating with someone important juz now and guess wut i said i lyk her and guess wut i was serius and she was lyk today its april fool i wont bliv wateva u said. OMG..
such a turn off..i continue with alrite can i tell u tomoro cuz i dun see her online often then she gave me smileys??..huh??
oh well and the conversation juz ended there. i tot she was angry cuz she might think im playing a fool on her. She said she is going off so it juz ended like dat. i was searching for my chat logz juz now i tot of posting dat silly conversation here to show my C2pidity but guess wut i didnt save my chat logz so from now on i’ve turn on auto save chat logz.
Juz chated with a band member today ..basically having some usual guy talk. then i notice i wasn’t the only one which is nervous abt this tuesday as we need to pass this lame audition to perform on annual dinner itself.
oh well gd luck to myself then and my band members
ciao
p/s: i hate april fool ARGH!!!!!

i was suppose to stay up tonite to accompany my fren which hav a test today morning. I stayed but she went off. ^^ wateva ler

These days i was kinda happy to sorta hav the jamming mood again since i was form 5. Its nice to hav the chance to jam again with some frenz altho i suck at singing and i was like such an amatuer on the bass. Hopefully we can sucessfully put this on nicely.

annual dinner is closer, i’ve booked my table. MATT u suck big time. i was suppose to get the tables which i’ve booked for how can u reserve the tables for whoeva they r and u call that 1st come 1st served?..u b***h. Ahem toking abt annual dinner reminds me off my partner..haha its going to be my bass guitar lolz. My fren is working can’t make it to the annual dinner. kinda disappointed tho.

im so sleepy and i hav to rush my moral assignment as my group mates are not free tomoro and one of my group mate did nth.wth?? feel like ditching her. lazy bum.

recently i juz met a new fren kwan mun. Mind u if u guys were my classmate u probably notice chung siew brought a fren that came back from UK recently and haha can’t believed he got the guts to actually try to pick up this sweet gurl from my class…lolz..its pretty entertaining to see how he make the move thanks to Mr matchmaker albert.

viewed the video of the fashion show today ..seriusly it sucks..whoeva said its gud is definitely a liar. everyone juz didnt did well and yea count me in as well. i look like a clown. saw all the technical error and all the models my god shame on us. And did u noe there is a party to celebrate the sucess for that shitty "charity" fashion show and i did dat for ?? its for charity and they took the money to ZOUK and chilis!!! F*** it

well i guess thats all for tonite feeling a lil emo ler..staying up late to listen to some song and now chung siew is here lying on the spot which im suppose to lie down and sleep now and how am i going to sleep ler. gd nitez take care y’all

Wut the heck hav i done today ..I was playing around and fooling around with my fren and opps made a mistake by accidently sending a msg to the person she likes..OMG
i felt so guilty and sorry altho she was saying its alrite,but i cant help to feel sorry
i went to her apartment juz now and wanted to say sorry again but i saw someone else is there so i left quietly..argh..i hate myself
sorry sorry and sorry again ..altho i noe it cant help but sighz wut can i do other than saying sorry..
well i guess im not going to forgive myself for this
the rain is pouring heavily outside ..kinda reflects my mood..
anyway take care

Today i went to LOT10..having only one thing in my mind which is to meet a fren. So basically go there i saw my fren but aint much communication going on juz simple hi and bye, but im not complaining ..to me is probably better than nth. So dats the part which is kinda down but instead of the fren which i was planning to meet talk to me i got my other frenz there talking to me and gosh halfway he went sumwhere and totally forgoten that i was there…duh!! dat sux
i went sg wang after tat to get my fren a pen drive as he is asking a favour then walked pass the stores dat sponsored my clothes for the fashion show..oh gosh some of the outfit is so nice but wth at the fashion show wut im wearing jz suck..probably shud ask some one better to do all the picking..goodness..lousy taste.
now im back in skul..kinda missing the feeling to hav some one to cuddle with and i’ve asked the person which i wanted to invite for annual dinner and sad to say she cant make it.Oh well guess its going to b a lonely nite on the 14th of april. hopefully after the dinner i can juz get out of dat place.
yea and from now on im going to cheer up and pretend to be as happy as possilbe need to at least make myself happy ler..dat will b my current plan study and pretend to b happy.
-cheerz all
and welcome susan.
argh i screwed up my moral test..lolz..wateva..its so lame

HAPPY BDAY TO U SUSAN…
sorry dat i’ve forgotten..
well guess wut ..i called my mum today
and i forget that its her bday..
b4 dat i kept telling myself to wish mummy happy bday but when d day come..i’ve actually forget abt it
..i suck
sorry mum..lotsa luv..
saw lotsa luv around these days.
even viewed heaps of frensta profile while i got nth to do ..
i hav to study hard for my comin test on this sat ..its moral
wish me luck
god bless

i’ve juz had my sunday nite practicing for the modelling which is held this tuesday..again im mentioning this. Hope today i’ve made somebody happy ..

made a small scale performance for a fren’s bday. although is not that gr8 ..i probably screw up the thing. anyway once again happy bday 2 u.

i’ve juz lost everything…i lost my student ID.and heaps more..dis sucks..wuts wrong ..argh

i juz did sumting bad..im sorry siok kin i really cant afford to skip class anymore i wish to go practice. im so left out on my studies i cudnt finish my lab report. no progress as im stucked half way.

i cant call or receive call this week as i dun hav a phone? so i think i’ll b isolated from this world for one miserable week.

anyway nth much happened today. oh thx to siok kin as i got some new outfits its better thx.

all the best on wateva u guys do .nice to hear from u john again.

-gabe-

Sumtimes is better off to know less ..when u get to know things that u arent suppose to know affects every single thing u do.
hmm..its closer and closer to the fashion at passion which will b held on tuesday.
im going to be a clown on that day wearing a quicksilver shorts plus some shitty T-shirt
oh well it doesnt matter as no one is going to remember me or mayb no one is knows me will b there.
this is a hell like week as i’ve got so many things to b done..need to do my lab and hand in by tuesday ..monday nite is muvee nite..i dun wanna break my promise to mun yee..as i said i will go catch up with the show..but ..i’ll see how it goes and im so far bhind on my studies.
im still wasting my time updating my blog..
im moody typing and cancelling it off all the time ..i wonder whether i shud let it out..
but i guess im going to keep it to myself.
*stivo..take gd care of ur hand i’ll b back soon to take care of u plus b patient everything is going ot b fine right after u take ur cast off..sunway is juz around the corner
*selli..happy bday to u~ happy bday to u~happy bday to selli~ happy bday to u
hope u had gr8 time there or here wheneva u are..best wishes
i need some time to chill ..STRESS AR!!!!!!!!!
dun see me for the moment or cut down the time we meet ..i wanna b alone

well i juz came back after handing in my coursework which weigh a bloody hell 45% of my module mark..
its madness ..its been a week i stress up myself doing all this..
apparently last nite was one of the greatest day i ever spent in notts..its even happier than winning the bball tournament..
its 3 13pm..my fren r going for this dota training later as they got competition to attend to nxt week on my day..where i 1st stop up on a stage to model some boutique..and no one is there to support ..how sad..:(
i seriusly need a break as i wasnt having enuf sleep and body is falling apart..
i guess is my sleeping and while im doing homework my posture is so wrong till i got a backache..
my god..
special thanks to mei ..for helpingt 2 get my ex deputy principal’s mail add…
thanks again .
was really happy to hear from my fren john from NZ..havent heard from u guys for so long and i was really sorry im bz for the pass week.
doug..kelsen..pls come back soon..
if only we’re in the same skul..u would understand how i feel now..
sometimes the loneliness..and ur like so lost as the things that happens around u r juz so spontaneous..and random that u r not aware of..
i so confused..
doug …u still miss thos feelings having someone to hug and that u wanna hold so tight dat u dun wanna let go??..
i miss it so damn much.
to other frenz regards all d best.

last nite i had this real bad headache where i actually felt so dizzy that i cant help to juz sleep
later on i woke up in the middle of d nite as i need to take a leak ..but i fell on my knees as i was so dizzy til i cudnt walk.
today i basically did my project the whole day..nth much everything goes as usual
and im praying that my family will b fine as i hAvent seen them for sometime
and also to my fren in indo now..he suffered a broken arm..get well soon dude.

kar sang it was so nice to skype with u and douglas..
im suppose to be in the room now alone but my fren and his gf is currently cuddling and smooching on the bed..sighz..
really wish i dun see this kinda scene so often but i guess im basically numb with all this.
oh well doesnt really matter..wut matter now is im gonna study well and hopefully i can grad with my masters..
seriusly need some determination and motivation.
to all of u best wishes..
-gabe-